Wide Awake

3) Wide Awake
Pain inside me is taking over again
Wide awake I open my eyes into a nightmare of a life that I despise I gotta, break it down to the bare essentials 'cause life's too short to be sentimental. Twisting around inside my head so many crazy visions - am I better off dead? Filled with dread - gun under the bed to clip all the motherfuckers trying to keep me down, I ain't fuckin' around.
Wide awake my eyes are open I- can't breathe my heart is choking and I can't speak the words unspoken and I can't believe my life is broken again……(my life is broken)
Keep trying to tell myself "everything will be OK, everything will go my way" 'till life steps in and slaps on the strangle, tears flow and fists start to mangle. I wake up screaming everyday, nobody pays attention when I'm writhing in pain, I got a glitch in my brain I gotta- break free from anxiety, I gotta let go of life 'cause it's killing me
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Wide awake my eyes are open I- can't breathe my heart is choking and I can't speak the words unspoken and I can't believe my life is broken again……
My eyes are open, my heart is choking, on words unspoken, my life is broken again
I can't believe my life is broken apart again, I can't conceive my time was never well spent, sick of everybody talking about the things they never do, motherfuckers talking shit about who?
YOU!!
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Pain inside me is taking over again
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How many times can you ask for a chance and expect everybody to keep giving it, forgiving it?
Realize this is the last time to waste away, deteriorate, decompose, and decline…

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4) Get Away
I believe that when you're free you're never free, if you can't see- I can never breathe easily- and I pray everyday, religiously, for freedom, from this life in agony
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Get away can't get away, I can't get away from you
So I wait and watch in fear of the memory of my life's tragic end in misery and I prey everyday for salvation - for a reason, to suffer this suffocation…
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Every moment I feel is agony, every breath I take is choking me, every thought I have just fucks with me- will it take my death to break my soul free?
Can you feel my torment can you feel my anger can you feel the misery, all around me?
I'm alone and out of touch with what is real because no one can ever feel the way I feel and I prey to stop the voices in my head forever, I feel so violated
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