Apathy

Don't know what I want from life
But I don't want it to end
So here I sit all alone
My own worst enemy, my only friend

What's the point in going on
Should I end it all
I've set myself up again
But I refuse to take the fall

Indecision
Can't make up my mind
Apathy
It's making me blind

I lie alone deep in my thoughts
But still no answers seem to clear
Demons are haunting my head
Voices screaming in my ear

Try to maintain self-control
But I think I've gone completely mad
Cold and numb in a daze
Never happy never sad

Indecision
Driving me insane
Apathy
Writhing in pain

I wana scream, keep it all inside
I wana stay and fight, runaway and hide
Never give up, now I'm giving in
I refuse to loose, I refuse to win
I wish I could live forever, I want to die
I have to be strong, break down and cry.