So what's wrong with me, I can't sleep
Pull these bedsheets over me and let me be
With broken hearts and black and blues
I' m shivering because I wondered what you'd think
If I didn't break and made a change for you

It feels like
The first time
That I am standing on my own,
And I'm not wasted tonight, not wasted tonight

It takes a part of me, can't you see?
I'm pushing through your tidal waves, so I can breathe
With no regrets, so bittersweet
I'm holding on because I waited for your call
If you care at all, I will wait for you

Tonight I throw myself into, this blanket of relief
Where I can get release, but you can't understand
What's happening to me, and these songbirds in between
Sing anthems out to you


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First Time Lyrics as written by James Newton Howard Jud J. Friedman

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    "not wasted tonight, i'm not wasted tonight"
    Love is so confusing, if i only had a penny for everytime i thought that. exactly what happend to me... cept for the not being wasted part...fuck..

    -Mia*

    Boarder_punkon September 02, 2002   Link
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    I saw Count The Stars live, good show. Good song.

    TheG00dFight008on March 07, 2003   Link
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    I saw Count The Stars a few months; good show.

    Good song.

    TheG00dFight008on March 07, 2003   Link
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    "with no regrets, so bittersweet, im holding on because i waited for your call, if you care at all i will wait for you" great song..great band.

    .bright.eyed.girl.on March 13, 2003   Link
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    Saw these guys a month ago... They rocked, great show. Their album is spiffy. This song is completely awesome.

    xinxwinterxon March 30, 2003   Link
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    i love cts!~ they will make it big. they were rock stars here in portland. this song is sweet. maybe i cant understand where hes comin from but i think this songs bout bouncin back from a breakup.

    RheaSayzon May 03, 2003   Link
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    they broke up

    fixxxer363on October 11, 2004   Link
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    They Did break Up? I like them. This song you can tell they have so much fun playing together which is wht makes a band great. The go Whew its its so amazing. Someone Email me at rcs5027@psu.edu if they did break up.

    Drag86on September 14, 2005   Link

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