one facing down, the other facing back
but I don´t know who I am
and you still don´t know who I am
To finger, to heal, crave and strangulate
but I don´t know who I am
and you still don´t know who I am
I am exhausted of returning from a place I´ve never been
The lie and the lie, the scorn and the scorn
You want to know how I am
To forgive me for what I am
I am exhausted of returning from a place I´ve never been
I forgot who I am but I am too tired to live it
This song is so awesome. When I started listening to it for the first time, I felt it was about the exhaustion an apathetic person feels when he/she has to live. You know, when you're apathetic, life seems to be very tiring and exhausting.
Of course, the exhaustion could be caused by things far more deeper than the above mentioned thingy. I just have to figure it out, well I might already have an idea but I just can't put it into words yet...my entire life stopped after listening to this song for 3-4 weeks (depression kicked in), so I didn't really have the opportunity to decipher it. Hopefully, I will be able sooooon!
The Crippled Climber will mend his limbs and climb faster than ever! His thirst for excellence seems to have been rekindled a bit. This time no more paralyzing perfectionism. :)