I believe this is another amazingly on point and nuanced commentary on the insanity that follows emotionally abusive relationships. The abuser has no anxieties, no emotional pain, or salience/memory for that matter, so the survivor appears to be the crazy one, obsessed with the abuse and that buzzword that seems to ignite arguments about diagnosing people without a degree, etc. funny how you say the words domestic violence, abuse, abuse survivor and boom the subject changes. Anyways, I especially relate to her midnights becoming afternoons, complex PTSD often leads to this phenomenon, whether due to purposeful sleep deprivation by the abuser, or just hyper vigilance associated with the PTSD, along with the fear of facing people, especially your loved ones, who
Never actually understand, even if they try, because all they see is you, on fire, screaming about the arsonist that no one ever sees, and who has been spreading lies about your alleged mental instability, deceptive personality, etc. the whole time. While the last thing survivors need is more blame, our society supports a narrative that blames the objectively innocent party because the blatantly guilty party has spent their entire lives fabricating a persona and we’re just being human, and human psychology is quite counterintuitive especially in the context of trauma. Look at Amber Heard. Vilified and not believed, regardless of what any abuse survivor could recognize as a fellow survivor instantly. But Johnny depp is a malignant narcissist, a man, and wealthy as all get out. It’s sick.
I've tried so many times
Have lied when we were blind
You act all so concerned
It seems you'll never learn
Don't say I'm evil inside
You just reflect in my eyes
And now stay out of sight
I just wanna survive
[Chorus:]
We are sinking
Fear is grinding
Passion departed
I'm not a taker
Nor heartbreaker
Love can't be charted
Please don't act so surprised
You should know what it's like
Sweet talk just does no good
Although I wish it would
It's not just you who's terrified
Who's spinning round and round inside
I hope the answer will arrive
Have lied when we were blind
You act all so concerned
It seems you'll never learn
Don't say I'm evil inside
You just reflect in my eyes
And now stay out of sight
I just wanna survive
[Chorus:]
We are sinking
Fear is grinding
Passion departed
I'm not a taker
Nor heartbreaker
Love can't be charted
Please don't act so surprised
You should know what it's like
Sweet talk just does no good
Although I wish it would
It's not just you who's terrified
Who's spinning round and round inside
I hope the answer will arrive
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