In Front Of Me

You never seemed this soft before
I can’t remember a better time
You will be burned into my eyes
No words could ever describe

Like you watch a hundred times
Always picking up something new
Hoping the reel doesn’t brake
Hoping it doesn’t ever end

I see you and feel a million miles away
From everything, no one around to hear
Nothing for my mind to wander too
Just you standing in front of me

No matter how much I write
It doesn’t make it better
Knowing what I had, what I lost
What I could have done.

Can I ever stop beating myself?
Could you ever stop being you?
It’s the only way I can survive
The only way I know how to keep going