A Winternight Depression

Fading light - I see the shadows fall,
I hear the darkness sigh.
As it rises from a dead man's pillow
Taking his last breath to the winds outside.
Threads of moonlight touch the ground,
Snow forms a cover of silence,
Candlelight spreads its wings over my soul,
The flame illuminates the night.
Searching for answers, my minds a deceit
With myself torn to fragments, my life means defeat.
Where is my saviour? Why did he leave me alone?
In my winter frost palace where sorrows are sown...
I try to find a way deep into my dreams,
Try to flee from cruel reality
To be suspended into a sea of emptiness
And never, never wake up again.
Did you hear a dead baby crying in its cradle?
Did you ever see a black sun rising above a silent world?
Did you ever speak words no one would ever hear?
Did you ever scream out what you feel when you see the pain?
I see a new day, the candlelight dies.
The darkness meets the beauty, the beauty of the light.