Never Was

Last year I never should have let you
Last year I never should have let you go
I held you in my arms yea
I held you close and just let go
Sometimes I envy all that I had and just threw away
How do I tell her that I want another chance
How do I tell her that I meant for one more dance
To fall in love with you
All these questions
ressurecting
they are tearing
tearing me apart