One To Two

there are things i'd like to say that i've said too many times before things i should have done instead of looking for a way to get out you'll never know the sorrow i felt or the hours i've laid awake thinking about just what you said how could you know how i felt? i never took the time to figure it out or see how the problems arose i tried to blame the two of you i can only blame myself for the pain we felt there are words i should have spoken but i kept my fucking mouth shut instead words would've made the difference but they always stayed unsaid why won't you ever see? why won't you even see? it's not just me