Inwardly

blood a lot from me
it fell to my lot to be wounded early in the battle
my heart was hit by your power of killing
my eyes demonstrate well my pain
and she's more restrained inwardly(inside)
i'm so weak compared to you
it could have been you who got hurt
what would you do in my place
my despair is everywhere and it's scaring me
the sky is cloudy with a cold wind stunning in my face
IN THE BEREAVEMENT, MY MIND IS CLOSED AND THE PAIN STAYS FOR LONGTIME