One Eight Seven

It's so nice sitting very still.
In a room where no one else can feel.
The pain that breaks my heart, each day.
I'm not ok.
Sunlight shinning through my window.
Lets me know that i'm still alive.
But why did I ever let you inside my heart?
I'm such a fool.
And paint my face in shades of blood and grey.
And take a seat right next to me.
But I should've know that you were a killer but now I'm dead.
A gaping hole, shot through my heart.
A lost connection from your poisoned dart.
Shot from your tongue to end my life.
But in your blowing at the fire, you light your strife.
You'll never know, oh you will never know.
The hardest thing about dying is knowing you'll never see the light of day
A gaping hole, shot through my heart.
A lost connection from your poisoned dart.
My head now spins, and my ears bleed gold.
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.
The hardest thing about dying is knowing you'll never see the light of day
The hardest thing about dying is knowing you'll never see the light of day
You ripped my heart out
You tore my eyes out
Now your gonna pay
I'll stab you one time
I'll eat your heart out
So you'll feel my pain
Don't you know that
I always see you
In all of my dreams
I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you
Now I'm insane
I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you
Now I'm insane
I wanna kill you, I wanna kill you, Now I'm insane