| Totally Radd!! – Master Of Diagrams Lyrics | 8 months ago |
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@[elegantly_wasted:53571] You know its so scary that you pretty much said what im going through Rn. i love my partner After months of asking him to propose I think he might.we are long distance 2000miles and so we have to get married and he just cant make sacrifices and he wants us to workout and its horrible because i know he loves me hes just not in a situation to do so.i been with him for 4 years now i need security or any change. a guy i liked from highschool send me this song and the more i listen to the lyrics the more it makes me think of my life With this other guy. Im in a headlock because i love the guy im with by the future is so uncertain im im not waiting till on 28 to have a relationship a real one without the distance and it needs to be us working together on it but i feel that is only me doing it the guy im crushing on makes me go into a headlock because i know its not right but man do I find him attractive and so dose he a a lust thing more than anything but i cant act on it because its well not ok for my partner but its the whole its new excited its purely transactional and its physically difference is hes near me not in another country so im battling my desire and then needing to be free from being hurt in my relationship and knowing that the man im with now if we was together we would be perfect its just the distance I know i dont love this new guy but being alone for most of relationship has started to toll and it dosent look like its going anywhere reason that grasp for intimacy has heightened. Do im in a headlock so is my heart my brain wants one thing and my heart needs another and i have no idea whats going to happen and weather its starting to become the end for me and my partner because we cant be together. Sorry for the reply i just very much agree with with you on the way you Perceived this song |
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