| Deftones – Phantom Bride Lyrics | 3 years ago |
| I just heard this song 2 days ago while I was in the road at night with my dad, who was the one who introduced me into this music. It was the first time I ever heard this song even though I listen to deftones quite often.\n\nRecently I realized that I feel kinda alone if a don’t have a romatnic partner. I want to clarify that I am quite young still and I know that still have a lot of things to learn and experiment, and live. The thing is that I have just had my heart broken for the second time. And I know a lot of people would relate when I say that when it happens you can’t help but just isolate yourself from everyone. \n\nI am scared that one day I am going to be left completely alone, even with no friends and family. I am scared of the reality of the outside world that we sometimes disguise with fake relationships, friendships, alcohol, parties, etc. \n\nI know that every time I am alone in my room I create this void where I just throw myself and all my thoughts. I get lost in there thinking that I am not good for anyone and that no one will accept me as I am. \n\nSince I moved out of my hometown I’ve been living out of this fake friendships. No one to really talk to knowing that they care about me. And knowing that this is going to be like the rest of my life. I feel attached to this poison, the loneliness, but I am scared to be betrayed and hurt again, even by my family. \n\nI am the phantom bride | |
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