| Silversun Pickups – Busy Bees Lyrics | 4 years ago |
| @[SoapManpv:37342] WOW ???? This is my go to song when Ive hit my limit that actually pin point all my past trauma, but it's seen so clearly and even understood that I cant change it. But yet my mind is still stuck in that on going loop. Me/my mind haven't left year 2007 but in 2007 my mind was still in 1999 and in 1999 my mind was still in 1993. And I know all the events that occurred in all those years and 2007 is also associated with 2005 so 5 and 7 is the changing point from 99. I can't seem to break out of this. As if it's something that I shouldn't forget but it still leaves me depressed. I get on a good run in life, great job, friend, relationship, no financial worries at all to just out the blue i quit everything and start soaking in past things that I cannot change and I know this. It's every 4 years this happens to me on that scale. But everyone are RushinS so I always have to make myself appear fine. I've been looking for the pages to write on but they are rare and they always disappear if not seen by the ones it's ment for and I'll have to go on that search again. But hey a 2013 post is a fair start atleast I'm moving forward lol. I am a living embodyment of Rusted Wheel btw. I fought if any one reads this but comment would be nice. | |
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