| Superchick – Beauty From Pain Lyrics | 5 years ago |
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This song has been my life anthem since it came out something like 15 yeaes ago. In my mid 20s I had a fall out a window and broke my back. Though I wasn't paralyzed I did have to have metal rods place on my spine. Since then I have been diagnosed with Rheumatoid arthritis, Multiple Sclerosis, along with many more diagnoses. So for 20 years I have lived in pain, that just continued to increase every year. I am dying now, 1-2 months is all the time I have left before I go to heaven and get a new body and am finally pain free. This song has given me strength to get through another day, so many times. The lyric "my dreams slipped like sand through the fists that i made" hits home because I have been forced to give up every dream I have ever had. The lyric "I wonder why God let's me go through this pain" has been the biggest question of my life! I have been prayed over for healing, and it even caused me to feel like I didn't have enough faith. "Even though I cant understand why this happened, I know that I will when I look back one day" was a lyric that came true because I realized my pain is a testimony, more so than if He had healed me. Very soon I will be with God in heaven, and I will be at peace. It brings my husband and 4 adult children solace to know that I will no longer be in pain when I pass. And I know that my pain will be turned to beauty when I get my new body. I hope my story at least touches 1 person out there. And I hope to meet all of you in heaven one day. "Here and I am at the end of me Trying to hold to what I can't see I forgot how to hope This night's been so long I cling to your promise there will be a dawn!" |
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