| 10 Years – Wasteland Lyrics | 5 years ago |
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@[LennyTheLeppy:34338] @[LennyTheLeppy:34338] You will probably never see this comment, as yours is 14 years old. But i've always felt this song throughout my entire bein. Brings me to a strange place. I am the helper, the nurturer, bleeding hearted "mama" to anyone i connect with. My Fiance has walked through hell with his heroine addiction, i chose to hold his hand through this because i saw beneath the addiction, in the last 1.5 years hes had one heroine relapse...an intentional overdose, amid a break up between us (he has borderline personality disorder and wouldnt seek the cognitive therapy, i have a 5 year old and found out i was pregnant and knew i couldnt make it through unless he/we got therapy) i revived him 3 times before the ambulance arrived. Heart stopped, grey and cold. He gasped for air then, again, heart would stop. They administered narcan and brought him back the 4th time. He is in dialectical and intensive cognitive therapies to relearn in a healthy way how to handle day to day life. I am now 4 months pregnant and told him after my miscarriage chances dropped (3 weeks ago). Hes thriving, so proud and happy hes going to be a father, thinking and living so much easier than he was before. I say all this to say ive never felt more at one with this song. I dont care what the actual meaning is, music is about what feelings it brings you or helps you with. I hope you are still in recovery. And if you are not, know it is never too late to get a hold on your self again friend. I love you. |
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