| Monster Magnet – Drowning Lyrics | 6 years ago |
| It perfectly encapsulates when I meet my soon to be ex-wife for a platonic meeting to discuss those things you have to discuss at these times. She has no idea she will always be the only one for me and that her calling time on things has sent me into despair and self loathing for letting things get to that place after 18 years together. I want to scream at the sky to make what I feel go away, but I also know I will never heal from this as long as I live. Despite the inner turmoil and confusion I'm experiencing, I have to fake that I'm doing okay so I don't give her any more power over me. I have unfinished business with her so I have to keep in her orbit which only makes things worse. This is a song of un-returned devotion and fear of the future. | |
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