| Deftones – Phantom Bride Lyrics | 6 years ago |
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@[zachary875:32858] well, 3 years later, hope you're still going forward. I was hit by your way of telling about the song along with your story. Even if the trail you walk on disappear, keep walking forward, it's still there. Everything you described is the exact way I feel about that void and I know for many. I know that sometimes you have to give a lot of time to certain situations in life and keep hope, I myself give that advice to relatives. But some people like us, when dealing with too much and slipping away in that void will have to hit rock bottom to realize there is more to life. Lately, myself I reached an even lower point that I never reached before, where I don't want to be the person I am anymore and have this body and personnality. I don't want to die, but I don't want to exist and wish my existence eould be erased. It's been a couple of years now, since I started sinking, trying to get out of debt, thinking of myself as a burden and a failure, then getting high to not feel this way, getting out of a toxic relationship, etc. I've been once in the darkest place in my mind a few years ago and promised I would not go back there. But the lower point I've recently reached is just as dark as the other one. I don't even wanna think of talking about this to anyone that i know, simply because I don't want them to have this on their mind, especially if I fail to clearly explain how I feel. It really does help to read your story and your personal interpretation of this great song. I just didnt expect today to find more than the lyrics. Take care |
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