| Chris Cornell – Nearly Forgot My Broken Heart Lyrics | 7 years ago |
| So time has unfolded and I needed to revise my perspective/POV. I was rather quick to suggest murder in regards to CC. For that, I sincerely apologize. My posts were made practically 2-3 days after his passing and before toxicology ever returned. Now that it has been 1.5 years, it seemed best I give my comprehension as best I gathered from speaking with a number of people within an intimate circle. I do believe it is VERY plausible Chris took his life. Unfortunately, that's my understanding. That he did take his life in a moment of absolute anger, frustration, confusion and sheer self-flagellation. he was caught up in the moment. I believe, my opinion, he was so mad at himself and some one else. And this was his out. His revenge in some respects b/c it would seem that he was in a exhaustive emotional battle with his wife. Meaning all she seemed to do was participate in an emotionally & mentally abusive relationship with him. It WAS depicted in the video for this song as well as the lyrics. That was Chris' way of explaining his feelings on the matter. (put it in to art. put it in to song) It's all very, truthfully, very sad. Mental abuse. I think the phone call they had that night, moments before he took his life, is the real key. Of course only two people are aware of exactly what was said in that conversation. One is gone and the other can't tell the truth because of shame/guilt. That phone conversation for him was the straw that broke the camel's back, without a doubt. Who knows what was said? Only one person. But she had plenty of ammunition in her bag of tricks to push him over the edge. Obviously, if Chris was tired of being with her and had planned on leaving her...all she had to do was tell him he would never see the kids, again, because she would claim he was a drug addict or suffered from acute depression. Seriously, she had him by the balls. I wouldn't even begin to think these of her manner but over time- her ugliness has made plenty of appearances. Let's call a spade a spade. Amicable divorce doesn't really seem like her way. She doesn't come off as a civil person especially with her mother egging her on. In a year plus of time, she has had plenty of opportunity to make amends with Chris' mother and siblings but...that hasn't happened either. (?) Why? Does she think his own mother isn't mourning the loss? or that Chris' mother would not be overwhelmed with joy to meet the two grandchildren she has yet to meet? See? There is a lack of empathy & civility. You have to wonder- why? This is the true heartache VK has deep within. She has to live with how the entire story unfolded. She has to live with the karma of her actions. This is what pains her more than anything. The Guilt. Chris took his own life. Period. He was in a bad marriage. Did they have love between them or joyous moments together? Sure. But at some point, the love changed between them. Things went South. The children. The children. The children all have to grow up without a father that they loved & cherished. Those children are innocent. They didn't deserve this lot. Chris didn't deserve this. Vicky didn't deserve this, either. Nothing can change in regards. All anyone can do is ask for forgiveness. Be kind. There is no reason to behave ugly, cruel or mean. Geezus. Really quite sad. Healthy, respectful love relationships...when things go bad in a love if only we could be kind in parting ways. But nope, people tend to lash out. People feel hurt and lash out. Passionate love can become a crime of passion. In this incident- that's my conclusion. Simply say a prayer for all involved. They need all the love they can get. -NOMOREBS | |
| Chris Cornell – Nearly Forgot My Broken Heart Lyrics | 8 years ago |
| @[sooverthisbs:21263] Sara- Since the official video was removed from youtube & the internet over all, I decided to come back to comment, again. The video concept was FULLY his idea (CC), without a doubt. It speaks VOLUMES about his relationship- I'm believing with his NOW widow. This is WHY I assume it was removed. Probably by her b/c it is way too suggestive or possibly by law enforcement as evidence? (please, please, please) The more the circumstances and facts have reveled themselves the more she looks suspicious. She certainly has motivation! She is all about being "RICH & FAMOUS". If Chris were to have walked from here- there goes her lifestyle. No more private jets, hobnobbing with George Clooney and high end Paris shopping sprees. But- as CC's widow- she gets the fan's sympathy and the lucrative payout. So much motive- to the tune of +40 million dollars. Who hired this spectacular bodyguard with such an outstanding reputation (sarcasm here)? I'm betting donuts to dollars- the seductress hag! Let's see- he didn't die from a drug overdose BUT still the bodyguard was doling out the pills. Basically, could of handed CC anything. (hmm.) Then the fact the bodyguard was in his room "fixing the computer" or erasing info, who would really know? Autopsy back-CC had enough sedatives in him to knock a horse out. BUT he managed to hang himself? Ok. (sure, if she and the bodyguard say so) Then who finds CC's body- the bodyguard who manages to perform CPR without removing the band from around his neck?? (oh really?) Then multiple broken ribs (+7) like CC was being punched not typical fractures from performing CPR. It's like a gorilla was handling his body or something? Then the immediate cremation of the body without doing further test or having a real forensic expert perform another autopsy? Who agreed to that bs? Oh- yep- the Grieving Widow/Seductress/ I saved your life multiple times HAG. (got it) This is WHY the video has been removed. She hired the bodyguard to murder him and make it look like suicide. It's obvious with the song lyrics, the video and the 'Murderer of Blue Skies' song. Read those lyrics! That song, again, is about this actress of a loving, grieving widow. CC once believed she was the real thing, that she truly loved him, but it was the money she loved. He was abused, mentally/emotionally/likely physically, probably for years. Sorry that you had an intuitive moment with him, as I am certain many people did, but no one managed to convince him to "GET OUT" before she managed to pull off her stunt. The "It was suicide" cry for me act. She knew he had a history of depression and played on that fact. She believes she is sooo smart/cunning but she's just a twisted, sick money hungry golddigger. It was ALL in the video. I just pray the polics can put all the evidence together and charge her with solicitation of murder, conspiracy to commit murder and whatever else the can pull together. Hope her ass is sitting "pretty" in prison somewhere, some day. She is one ugly soul of a heart. Chris deserved so much better...if only...he had walked away from her evil smile sooner. It's all in the song lyrics.,,the video just solidified his perception of who she is. | |
| Chris Cornell – Nearly Forgot My Broken Heart Lyrics | 8 years ago |
| @[sooverthisbs:20683] and handfuls of photographs of someone carrying a rainbow collection of $12,000 hermes purses all over the planet doesn't make me feel any better about my theory. not when i recall "the old chris" of the 1990s in seattle. | |
| Chris Cornell – Nearly Forgot My Broken Heart Lyrics | 8 years ago |
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I only "joined" song meanings to comment on this particular song otherwise I just want all the sadness, weirdness of this whole thing to go away. And by whole thing I mean Chris Cornell's suicide. First, before anyone dare say he was using heroin again- you need to shush your mouth until toxicology report comes back. Shut your trap! Spreading gossip is ugly and immature. The song lyrics were written solely by Chris in 2015 so it must have been a current relationship he was involved in or witnessing. The relationship sounds tumultuous. And that it had him on an emotional rollercoaster. "Pulled me like an apple red & ripe" , I don't know? Sounds as if he believes someone was getting this better of him and he felt trapped... "it won't help you to see the light" "every little word upon your lips makes a little cut..." He was struggling to see the value in staying in the relationship... This was a 52 yr old man. A grown man with many experiences under his belt. He travelled the world. Made a great living doing what he loved. But he wasn't happy, deep down. I hate it when people feel forced to wear a mask or "fake it" so I'm just gonna say it- fame & fortune can't buy you love. And even though, it might have looked like he had it all- maybe he didnt' really feel valued or loved and it crushed him? That's what I get from this song, personally. Only gets worse when you watch the video he agreed to make about this song, too. It's like he was saying in the video, "I escaped a hanging and married a hag." Then he turned around in real life and flipped the script. Toxicology report not in yet but Chris was deeply sad about something...and those magic pills only pushed him to do the unthinkable. Those poor children. This song is HAUNTING. The video only makes it worse. |
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