| Death Cab for Cutie – Cath... Lyrics | 9 years ago |
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@[musicismylife13:14999] I made this account five years after your post just so I could respond. I'm not sure if you will see this, but I want you to know that you are not a bad person. I married a man who had me believing that life was going to be beautiful with him. I was twenty years old. I stayed with him for six years. Through all the cheating and through him sexually and emotionally abusing me. He fooled me into believing a fairy tale then broke me down until I lost the will to fight. He was an expert manipulator and your typical narcissist. I left last spring, and I have never been happier. Not since I was a kid or teenager, anyway. I listened to this song a lot over the course of those six years, and I'd always tear up at the second verse. Wondering who I may have closed the door on. Wondering how much more I could take. I came here because a local station was playing it today and it was the first time I'd heard it since I left. It was also the first time I heard it and didn't feel like a boulder had been dropped on my chest. I am proud of you for doing what you knew was right. I wish I had been as brave. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't change anything...I am where I am now because of the hell I went through, and the happiness I carry with me today makes all of that feel worth it. However, I admire your courage and I am grateful you did what was right for you <3 |
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