| Seven Mary Three – Cumbersome Lyrics | 9 years ago |
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@[Travatar:14409] You are so right in your first paragraph. finally he was nervous because I was staying not out of obligation but control. I felt I had to take all of his baggage and give beyond what is humanly possible for him to love me. When I raised the bar a little for myself I realized he loved me because of what I did for him. He took advantage of my kindness and love. I was stupid for way to long. Made excuses for way to long, "all the stones he threw made a wall" |
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| Seven Mary Three – Cumbersome Lyrics | 9 years ago |
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Going through this right now. Made my ex BF my everything. Would do anything for him. 7 years of being his constant cheerleader, supporter, best friend, caretaker of him and his daughter. I got very very little in return, willingly by him, as I gave to him...It all Became so cumbersome. Having my love and kindness take advantage of hurt. Everyday I hoped he could show me more. But it was always about him. Took me all this time to realize it just was not in him to be able to give of himself to the one who loved him so very much. So I have burned the bridge to the ground. It's the only way I can move on. At least this man is willing to lower his pride and realize the mistakes he made. But sadly it is too late. It didn't have to be to late for us. He could only see his pain as I slowly built up the wall to protect myself. I wanted to reconcile the past. But I was to blame for pulling away from a toxic relationship. He would have been happy to keep things the way they were. Who wouldn't be when they could just take and never give anything back. |
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