| Marina and the Diamonds – The Family Jewels Lyrics | 9 years ago |
| This song, to me, seems to be about her dad and possible abuse she endured at the hands of him. What kind of abuse is unspecified, but she talks about not being able to break "the cycle", referring to the cycle of child abuse. "Pass it down from kid to kid, chain will never end, unless i decide to go to it, will i see the end?" Here she is referring to how the cycle of abuse is passed down from parent to child, and then passed down again. She wishes to break this cycle, saying that she has "beat him at his own game". She is afraid of ending up like her father, like many child abuse survivors are, which is why she says "simmer and suffer, can't keep his cool. I can't keep my cool", noting that she is exhibiting similar actions to his. "Typical of me to put us all to shame" talks about how her trying to better herself is seen as shameful in the eyes of her father, a common idea from abusers. "Welcome to the family jewels" could possibly be a play on both their last name (diamandis) and the fact that it sounds like "family duels", and "coal to diamonds, sold to fools" could be implying that while her family appears put together on the outside, it is just a front. And finally, "and when we're in the dark, it echoes in your heart. and when you're far away, it beckons me to stay", is reminiscent of the conflicting feelings of abuse survivors. When they're together, in the "dark" so to speak, she knows that what he's doing is wrong, but when she is far away from him, she feels guilty, and feels like she must return and give him a second chance, thus "beckoning her to stay". | |
| Regina Spektor – Daniel Cowman Lyrics | 9 years ago |
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personally i think Regina songs are very hard to interpret. she's very creative and sometimes vague too in her writing. i do have an opinion on this song, however. the song sounds like it could be from the point of view of a trauma survivor, a trauma that resulted in Daniels, and perhaps heroin boys, death (or death sentence, add mentioned in the song). the beginning sounds like typical survivors guilt (why is he dead but i survived, etc), but when it starts to move into "i don't exist" it sounds like it is talking about the narrator experiencing dissociation, which is common in PTSD. the "everything got real slow like a gunshot in the movies and he remembered heroin boy" sounds like the description of a flashback (the pronoun change threw me off, but it still sounds like the way many describe flashbacks) then "he start rememberin and rememberin" followed by a string of disorganized memories sounds a lot like the disorganized memory and repression that often accompanies PTSD. the memories may seem really incoherent but the narrators brain is traumatized and can't piece the memories together coherently. The last part "can't I just be left alone? I want to take a fucking bath" is the narrator talking to their PTSD; they have a bad association with baths because of whatever the trauma was, and they just want to be left alone by all of it so they can do things the way they used to. that's just how i heard the song, having ptsd myself it just made sense to me that way. also forgive me if i left anything out it's 1:30 in the morning rn lol |
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