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| In Flames – Alias Lyrics
| 10 years ago
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As dumb as it may sound this song basically defines my life to a T, and may have a different meaning to somebody else, but honestly not many people are in the same situation that I am so it is questionable. I am an adoptee that has an extremely fucked up life and can't relate to anybody. I suffer from ptsd, schizophrenia, bi-polar disorder, and chronic depression. Thoes are the easy ones to name. I have been in denial all of my life with the perfect vision of how I came to be on this earth, but deep down I know that it is not true, It is simply a facade of lies and delusions of truth. Sometimes it is just easier to hide behind a mask and play the victim. The mask = a perfect 10 when reality sets in. Don't believe me, I will adapt to any lie that I construe. Don't blame me for what I do, blame the person that would have held my idenity. My ghost... My being that could have been, but never was. I blame him for all I don't want to know. It's easier to live behind a curtain than face reality sometimes. |
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