| Julian Casablancas + The Voidz – Human Sadness Lyrics | 11 years ago |
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I think this song is about Julian's relationship with his biological father. He's talked about the strained/bad relationship they had growing up and even into his young adulthood. He's even said recently in an interview that things are better between them now, but still not great, that he would never want to be that kind of a father to his own son, Cal. The quote from Rumi is sort of his mantra, a reminder to himself that even though his father treated/treats him badly that Julian can try to be a bigger man and look past his father's flaws - or maybe accept that his father hurt him/caused him to be depressed, and as a result be open to the reasons his father treated him badly. In the context of the song, the fact that he (Julian) will be meeting him (his father) suggests to me a willingness to accept and forgive. "Soft skin Weak chin Just walk me through it, tell me what to do I'll do it" *I think the first two lines here are things Julian's father said to him growing up that hurt him, and the last line is the boy Julian's inner dialogue pleading with his father to just love him, tell him what to do so that his dad will love him. "Wanted you Didn't ask for nothing Wait for you On and on" *Julian saying all he ever wanted was his dad to love him, nothing more. "I rely on the little things to get me by Conscience says "I'm ok" You don't hear what they say "He's not my son, search his home" Off to war It's time to go hide inside" *He's depressed because no matter what he does, Julian's father doesn't return his love/return it to the extent that Julian needed as a child. And then this emotional gulf between them is widened even further when - somehow (it's not explained in the song) - Julian's father denies him as his son. That line - "He's not my son, search his home" - is a quote and I feel like it must reference something very specific that impacted Julian and obviously he never forgot. Julian has used this songwriting technique a lot with the Strokes, building up a scene by first describing it and then throwing in pieces of dialogue heard in that scene. This event may have been the final straw for Julian, who realizes an emotional war with his father is inevitable and copes with this realization by withdrawing inside himself - perhaps his most defining characteristic based on the interviews he gives and his own descriptions of himself. "Come here at once and look what they did Come here shut down and tune in tonight Learn the words that they teach you without you realizing it Come here sit down and watch some tv" *This passage is really interesting to me. I don't know if it directly relates to his father but it definitely goes back to an old motif of Julian's about the malevolent influence of society on human beings. "Come here shut down and tune in tonight" & "Come here sit down and watch some tv" is reminiscent of a lot of classic dystopian literature (notably the Two Minutes Hate from 1984 and the giant wall-to-wall tv screens in Fahrenheit 451) as well as of our current society (Two Minutes Hate via Fox News/CNN and giant wall-to-wall TV screens via giant, flat-paneled, flat-screen, HD, 3D TVs). "Learn the words that they teach you without you realizing it" has gotta be a direct reference to Brave New World in which beliefs are distilled down into short sayings that are repeated over and over to children as they sleep. They then start to speak these phrases for themselves and believe them without ever questioning where those beliefs come from or why they believe them. Julian has definitely read Brave New World, the song Soma from Is This It is a reference to the soma tablets taken by characters in the book- a drug that makes you feel "happy" all the time without ever really letting you feel anything. Ultimately Julian says "Fuck depression...I'll find my own way" and he repeats the Rumi quote, possibly as a way to bolster his attitude about overcoming his sadness. But he's not really sure how successful he'll be at it. Perhaps it's his depression that pushes him to the very existential grief-induced conclusion that "To be is not to be / To be is not the way to be" - a new twist on the dialogue of another classic literature character - Hamlet - who dealt with his own father issues and twisted existential questions. |
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