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Emilie Autumn – What Will I Remember? Lyrics 11 years ago
I always kind of got the idea that this song is about Emilie/Emily contemplating suicide and maybe attempting it.

I imagine that she took a whole bunch of pills or something and is expecting to die whenever she loses consciousness. The whole time, she wonders whether her life has meant anything at all:

"Is my story over?
If i fall asleep?
will anybody find me and will anybody weep?"

"If I never were born, if I never died, would it even matter at all?"

I don't know, maybe I'm wrong, but it sounds like a suicide contemplation/attempt to me. It would make sense, because in the next song, she is institutionalized, indicating that maybe someone found her unconscious and sent her to the asylum for "help."

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