| The Tea Party – Chimera Lyrics | 11 years ago |
| This song helped me to heal and process the grief I had over an abortion I consented to despite loving my baby. The integrity gone aground in the name of sacrifice. How I ignored myself and my needs and made a sacrifice for the baby's father because he told me I didn't have a right to make someone be a father who didn't want to be. And my prize was grief and being stuck in a state of crisis because I was having a crisis going along with the abortion and I lived that state until many years later when I finally named it what it was and let the crisis go. I think the Would you do it all again, could you do it all again is important for me to remember because my life is blessed. And none of what I have now would have been possible had I chose to keep my baby. So as much as I had pain and grief to deal with. This was one of the key albums to help me heal. Heaven Coming Down. The Halcyon Days, The Messenger, Samsara and A Slight Attack were my favorites. | |
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