| Mazzy Star – Fade Into You Lyrics | 11 years ago |
| Well, this is kind of my story............................ | |
| Placebo – A Million Little Pieces Lyrics | 11 years ago |
| This remind me so at him... Like it was written by him. I wish I could understand him better, after all. Or that he understands me. I wish I could get over freezing in his heart, his selfish ways. He lost his power to understand, his spark. I wish I could forgive his mistakes. I wish I could understand his leaving.. I wish I stopped grieving.... my love. But, I tried my best.. to be a friend to your heart. | |
| A Fine Frenzy – Near To You Lyrics | 12 years ago |
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Somehow, I can relate... There was this boy.. my first love, first everything.. ''He and I; had something beautiful But so dysfunctional it couldn't last..'' It was this crazy, sick, love triangle. I'm not proud of that, I didn't meant to hurt anyone, I just loved him. I thought I was better for him, and that how it seemed to be. He loved her too, she was his first love, but they were so unhappy. They couldn't function anymore. She also hurt him a lot. Somehow, I wanted to help him heal from her and all hard things in his life.. At moments it seemed possible. He wanted to try, then he couldn't, but he still wanted me in his life. And I couldn't let it go. It was so hard, so wrong, but so beautiful at the same time. But we all get fu*ked up in that triangle. He hurt me a lot. He didn't know what he wanted, he was complicated, saying goodbye, then turning back.. It made me insane. He finally left here. He called me. He told me he needs time and space, but that he cares and wants me in his life. I really believed that we could make it. At least as friends. I really wanted him in my life. But, we couldn't. He needed time, space, he stop calling, he said I'm asking too much, maybe I did. But he keep on repeating he cares, and wants me in his life. And after a while I found out he met someone else, which hurt me even more.. He wasn't able to admit that to me by himself. He said she was different from both of us, she don't want to tie him, and I don't know... I let him go. I decided that we won't be even friends, although he wanted to, 'cause he always cared, and appreciated me. I couldn't... I don't know anymore if he really loved me, or anyone of us. But I still remember all our beautiful moments... He used to say, we met in such a wrong time and space. He wished it was in different time. Maybe we could function.. but... I'm still alone, but there is this guy.. He is there for some time, trying, but I haven't gave him a chance.. like any other before. He is different, he is great.. but, he is not HIM. Then I ask myself, why would you even wanted someone like HIM? And I'm afraid. And I don't know.. I'm probably missing a good chance. Like HE missed that one with me. But this song hits me so hard! I don't know why am I talking about this here, to you.. You have your own life.. I felt this kind of need. I understand you.. and I' glad you are happy again with that new guy. That gives me hope and strenght to move on.. I hope I'll make it.. Thank you. |
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