| Gorillaz – To Binge Lyrics | 11 years ago |
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My break down is absolutely empathetic. Hopelessly involved, hopelessly in love. Waiting by the mailbox, by the train Passin' by the hills 'til I hear the name I'm looking for a saw to cut these chains in half and all I want is Someone to rely on as Thunder comes a rolling down Someone to rely on as Lightning comes a staring in again This girl is committed and knows it's not any good for her. She is always waiting on him; anticipating his arrival, his presence. She wants him to give her everything and more, she expects it. Because she feels she deserves it. No doubt she's been broken by him before. But their relationship has been everything that's so bad but together it felt so good. Whether they did drugs together can be interpreted but makes no difference in this desire to suffer and sacrifice. But resents. All she wants "is someone to rely on"; she can't trust him. I'll wait to be forgiven Maybe I never will My star has left me To take the bitter pill That shattered feeling Well the cause of it's a lesson learned Just don't know if I could roll into the sea again "Just don't know if I could do it all again" she said, it's true There's hesitation in their relationship. He knows he hurt her and the bitterness isn't going to stop...at least it hasn't ever since it began. They keep trying, he keeps trying for her. He misses what she used to be before he made her so impatient. He knows he loves her but maybe it would be better for the both of them if they just stopped trying? She keeps bringing up the past and cant let it go, there's no coming back from it; nothing will be the same. She has to always win the arguments she will always win because he did the worst thing to them, her grudge continues to reacquaint him with guilt. He always has to learn a lesson. This makes him feel like he owes her. It's an obligation that he's not sure he can commit to. Waiting in my room and I lock the door I watch the colored animals across the floor And I'm looking from a distance And I'm listening to the whispers And oh it ain't the same, when your falling out of feeling and your Falling in and caught again The impatience and frustration makes her feel trapped and alone. She has to lock herself away to avoid all the anxieties her grief is giving her. She cant stand the lingering history that haunts her. She cant stand the words that were said that without a doubt should have been right. This relationship had to end. But instead she can't help be caught in this relationship; this love life they've been working on. She has devoted so much, she's in love. The biggest pain is having to feel this way in the first place, if they were meant to be why does she feel this way. Why cant she move on? I'm caught again in the mystery Your by my side, but are you still with me? The answers somewhere deep in it, im sorry but your feeling it But I just have to tell that I love you so much these days Have to tell you that I love you so much these days, its true He is committed and trying but she sporadically continues to be cold whenever her nerve is tested. She cant help herself and he knows that but it frustrates and depresses him. Everything he can ever do good will never make up for all the hurt he caused her. Maybe it will go away. All he can do is give her love her, it's his responsibility to keep her up. To invest in those good moments in hopes of overpowering the pain in their history. My heart is in economy Due to this autonomy Rolling in and caught again Caught again ----They have both been correcting and regulating themselves to satisfy their hearts investment. They cant resist their relationship and continue to binge. My heart is in economy Due to this autonomy Rolling in and caught again Caught again |
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| Bat for Lashes – All Your Gold Lyrics | 13 years ago |
| Most music anyone falls in love with resonates based on how you can empathize from it. How I interpret these lyrics hits home with what I'm going through right now. What Natasha is really saying can really be a mystery it's all based on perception. But how I apply this song is..The girl is painfully confused. How I see is this is as the her struggling with the "new" him but loving him for all the old reasons. Before all these feelings is the reality that she has been stripped of all her great qualities, her "gold", she lost all her values from all the pain he caused her. And now that she's back with him, he's all grown and changed but she's still this; without her gold. He's everything she's always wanted..he tells her sweet nothings but lies still echo, she can't forget and let go of what he used to be. He understands and sees all the pain he caused her, he holds her close, but what he was before still has her trapped. She's still a victim of that first love, what he first was, and now he's this new fresh everything. He's learned he's grown. But he's not the man she sees herself marrying, what he was only makes her upset, makes her emotional, makes her unreasonable. She's a mess, he made her this mess. But he's a good man, he's a good man. But she just can't let go..she's keeps telling herself to just let go. It would be easier to just let go. For him, for anyone, she has nothing special left. It's irrational for her to love what he was, what he was made her this victim; this new guy that he is, this everything she's always wanted is just someone unfamiliar she doesn't have THAT love for; and she now is this mess because of him. She's insecure, she has no trust...and needs reclaim her values. | |
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