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What I think this song is about this girl who is dating a guy, and it turns out that the guy has cheated on her or flirted with another girl. Now you would expect that the girl would leave the bastard, but she is "in so deep", she is so in love with him, that she can't leave him. She is asking him nicely, to please change his bad attitude, to be loyal to her "I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude, it's tearing me apart"..I love that line because I can say I'm the same way. Instead of her being mad at him she is just openly telling him how hurt she is and she is sure that she is not being rude for asking for some loyalty. It's so sad how in love you can be with someone that you just put yourself in the lowest level when you know you deserve better but that person just makes you feel so weak. So now the girl is questioning their relationship, was he lying the whole time? Was he just using her? and she admits that she "thought the world of him" she admired this guy so much. She saw nothing negative about him, and if there was something negative about him she would just brush it off, because she loves this guy so much that she is blinded by that love. It is like you look up to someone as your hero and people are telling you that this person is bad but you can't see it, you don't want to be disappointed and see the truth. It is heartbreaking when you find out the person you love is mistreating you. So she is asking him please to not lie anymore, she is saying in such a manner where you could tell she is "in so deep". Because you shouldn't have to ask your loved one to be honest with you, they should be honest with you, but she is asking "please don't lie to me anymore, It would lighten the pain, I wouldn't be so confused"..she is confused because she thought he was being loyal and she thought the best of him, but now she is seeing the truth and it is very startling, she is confused she is thinking "how could this be? how could this happen? has he always been lying to me?"..so now she is saying "you have me wrapped around your finger, do you have to let it linger?"...so now she is saying "I can not leave you, because I love you so much and I am not strong enough to leave, why do you have to let me stay and keep hurting me? Why can't you just leave me since I can't leave you?" She is asking the guy why does he have to stay, just leave her already...but then she says "you always really knew, I just want to be with you"..so she is admitting that he is not leaving her because he knows he has this control over her, he knows he can cheat on her as much as he wants and she will still be there waiting for him, she just wants to be with him. Any moment with him is bliss and she knows he is lying and it is heartbreaking but all she wants is to be with him and share his company. This bastard knows that he has hold of her so he is taking advantage of that...it is so sad because I can completely relate to this. I have this guy who I am in love with, we have been dating for awhile now, but things are in the air right now, he hasn't mentioned us being boyfriend and girlfriend..he is just keeping me around because he knows I will always be there. He knows that I will do anything for him. He uses me for just company, whenever he is bored and has nothing to do he comes to me. He is basically dragging me along. I will see him once a week and I know he has more free time, my friends tell me that they see him always hanging around..one time I saw him walking with this girl and they were going somewhere together...he didn't know I saw him..and he never looks for me, it is always me chasing him. and of course I get put down but there is always that little hope. I'll ask him to come hang out and he'll lie about working late, when my friends will see him somewhere else and not at work, but whenever i see him he acts as if he likes me and basically I feel used. I haven't said anything to him because I doubt myself, maybe i am overreacting, but deep down inside I know that I am not, I am just a fool for him that I will still hang around, I can't leave because I love him and admire him so much that I will be happy with those little moments with him. Just to get to hold his hand and kiss him...so now I am confused and hurt and its scary because any moment he can disappear. He will use me up dry and then when he is done he will leave. :(...sorry didn't mean this all to come out, but I feel a bit better just letting it all out. |