| Maxwell – Fistful of Tears Lyrics | 13 years ago |
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What this song means to me is absolutely phenomenal, amazing, life-changing. Last few days, I have been in a real emotional slump. Last night, I felt like I just couldnt handle anything, and just got hysterical, crying so hard and deep. Realized I have been stuffing my emotions. Blew up at my adult sons, my bad. Once I was alone and checking channels, I ran across Maxwell singing this song. I dont really care what he meant when he wrote it. What I experienced was ........unexplainable perhaps. Years ago, I turned off the "soul" in me, it made me too "relaxed and wavy" in my movements, and attracted the wrong people into my life, ones who just wanted to use me, not "enjoy me being me". When I heard this song, that "totally responsive woman" woke up in me, and I realized how much I have missed by not believing that I could still fall in love again even after being alone for so many years. In the mirror, I just dont look like I feel, weird. Anyway, thanks Maxwell, you woke me up inside, and I am grateful for that. I truly feel my desire to love and be loved, slow dance and move "that special way", came alive again. The rest of the story........... will be revealed" |
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