| The XX – Night Time Lyrics | 12 years ago |
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This is me right now. :( Basically, I love my boyfriend, but we're both bad at showing it + equally stubborn and commitment phobes. So we basically play a cat and mouse game. Where, when he starts being nice and sweet and trying to show affection, I push him away, and the same vice versa. Also we live together, and we're always together, so we're really tired of each other. We keep becoming more and more distant every day. We don't even talk anymore, really. I feel extremely lonely although I'm always with him. And we both kinda know in the back of our heads that this is about to end, and we're falling out of love with each other. I know we should just end it now, but I want so desperately for things to go back to how they used to be, that I don't say anything. Or tell him how much it hurts that I know he isn't in love with me anymore and that we're both growing apart. Cos we don't wanna admit or hear that this is over. And we are so accustomed to each other, that we can't let it go. But one of these days, in the near future, I know it's inevitable, we'll talk about it and finally release each other. But until then I'm holding on as long as possible and just keeping my mouth shut. |
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