| Blue October – Hate Me Lyrics | 14 years ago |
| Lelandros, I do believe you are correct. My daughter passed away less than 4 months ago. After her passing I posted on her facebook and one of her friends posted directly afterwards making reference how my daughter loved this song. I looked it up and listened to it but didnt catch the meaning. I recently made another post, speaking of a memory of a book I found and how I used to read it to her and that same friend posted a link to the youtube version of Hate Me. I listened again, and I heard the beginning of the message the mother left. Didnt hear that part the first time I listened to the song. I am so f*cking heart broken. She called a few days before she died with concerns she had. She was afraid of the health issues she was facing that I had overcome at her age. She said she was just like me and didnt want to be. I called her the next couple days & left her voice mails that I loved her. She never returned my call. Instead at 530am I receive a txt from my youngest daughter. Mom, wake up, I cant talk on the phone but txt me. Kate OD they think it was on heroin she's on a breathing machine. They found her at 3 something, got her here at 4. She wasnt breathing nor had a beating heart when they found her. I lived 2 hours away. Got there and spent 6 hours watching her die over and over until her heart could no longer take the attacks. She always said she didnt want to be like me. But we both overcame the Hodkins, and I know she would have overcome the possibility of the 2nd cancer if she had been diagnosed with it. She was currently having tests run. God, why did it have to be the addiction that would be the one thing she would change so that she would NOT be like me. How could my baby WANT me to hate her? How could any parent possibly hate their child? I know my baby did not want to die, her actions were accidental. I do know that with all my heart. | |
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