| Marianas Trench – Skin and Bones Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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Time to go all pro! I lock the door And Turn all the water on Bury that sound So no one hears anything anymore [Legit. He gets rid of the sound, so nobody hears him throwing up] Mirror lie to me, Tell me you can see [Mirrors lie. What he sees is a bigger version of himself] Maybe you won't be able to recognize me now [He wants to be so small people will be surprised] I know you can feel, All the things you steal [The monster that is bulimia knows how horrid it is, but it does it anyway] And you're taking, And you're taking it [It takes things by him. One by one. Feeling so easy, Make me skin & bones [Throwing up and not eating gets easier, and to him, it's making him skin and bones, what he wants] I'm always on my knees for you [On his knees throwing up] Break it like it's even, When you're leaving and Thin Where the hell have you been? [When will I finally be thin?] Well sometimes it burns, Maybe I'll wash it out [It can hurt, but he can fix that] It all looks so big Nevermind, I don't feel anything [He feels bad for a second, then is happy] It only hurt a bit And I still feel like shit [It hurts mentally more then physically] And I think you won't be able to recognize me now It's easier to quit, It's harder to admit [It's easier to quit then it is to admit you have a problem] And you're pushing me, You're fucking pushing me Feeling so easy, Make me skin & bones I'm always on my knees for you Break it like it's even, When you're leaving and Thin Where the hell have you been? 'Cause you always win You always win Laughing like it works [Pretending it's fine and you're not damaging your body] Bleeding like it dont hurt [You can bleed sometimes, but you don't admit how painful it is] Knock you off your feet Even if you need me Tear you apart, I hate how I need you [He needs to keep throwing up, but he hates that] Feeling too easy, Make me skin & bones Im always on my knees for you Break it like its even When you're leaving It's too fucking easy Make me skin and bones I'm always on my knees for you Break it like it's even, When you're leaving and Thin Where the hell have you been? You always win I will burn all this |
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| Marianas Trench – Feeling Small Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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I'm a recovering bulimic, so I completely love and understand the song, so Ima go all pro on you and yeah. This one's of you taking your pill Sometimes forget and that's okay I guess [Trying to get better, but can't] This one's of me at my sisters wedding day [I think it's that he was at his sisters wedding, and threw up afterwards or during. Everyone was so happy, and all he could think of was getting the food out of him] All the spaces They all were wasted You're barely breathing I know [You're getting sicker] What if it's starting to show [People could find out. You don't want that] And I know it won't ever change but it hurts the same [You know you won't stop, and that hurts] This one's of me throwing up for you [literally throwing up] And I'm paler still, but that's the way you wanted it [When you lose a lot of weight, you get pale] This one's of you Certain of cancer [It's a disease] In all the spaces They all were wasted on feeling small [You only care about being small] You're barely breathing, I know What now it's starting to show [Explained before] And I know it won't ever change, but it hurts the same A fever broke somewhere behind July [Sometime during a July, he got the sickest yet] And remember how I weighed 135 [His lowest weight] and we collide... All the spaces It all got wasted on feeling small You're barely breathing, I know And now it's starting to show And I know it won't ever change, but it hurst the same This one's of me losing my weight I'm feeling afraid [I cry every time I hear this. He's loseing more weight, and being even more scared that things could end badly] My second favourite song behind Skin and Bones. They saved me from my bulimia. |
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