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| Omarion – Ice Box Lyrics
| 15 years ago
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ok ive gotten pissed again at him like 3 more times since i posted last, because i am paranoid that he's gonna cheat or is. i think he is and full of shit. we "made up" yesterday. then i got mad and dumped him again. god i hate feeling like that!! but im so afraid of being hurt. i rather hurt myself i guess. he told me the other day that i was gonna lose him to myself LOl. i guess he was right. |
submissions
| Omarion – Ice Box Lyrics
| 15 years ago
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this song is ME all the way. i have been hurt so badly that i dont even want to try anymore, or i rather end things before i get hurt. i recently began seeing a man that is different then the guys im used to, compliments me. tells me im sexy, beautiful, smart. that he likes me more and more everyday, and all i do is look for shit for him to mess up on. he knows that i have a wall up and seemed to have me figured out and told me. and he is right in everyway. i told him that i am very insecure, he said that he would help me build up my confidence. anyway yesterday i was so hurt and upset because he said he was coming over and never showed. he called several hours later and i didnt answer the phone, he text me and i asked why does he say he is gonna do things and doesnt do them? he said somethings come up and not to take it personal, but i cant help but take it personal. i never text back. he text me and told me that he didnt want to hurt me anymore and basically ended it. in a way i guess maybe thats what i wanted. is it? i was less hurt from him ending it, then i was when he didnt show earlier. its like now i wont be set up for dissapointment. i thought he understood me, if he did, he would not have brushed it off so easily. he told me he had fallen for me. i told him im insecure, too insecure. he asked me if i trust him and i said i wanted to, which i do. i just cant help but be mistrusting. i shut down on him. i rather not speak to him at all. i have an icebox where my heart used to be. the sad part is that i really do like him and care for him. i just am so afraid of being hurt again. |
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