| Simple Plan – Untitled (How Could This Happen to Me?) Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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This song is kinda painful to listen to. I listened to it almost non stop for three years, during my depression. I had been screwed over, cut myself(i know, stupid), lost everything, hated myself, was battling depression, failing school, it was just like a never ending circle of pain. I hated my life, and I was ready to give up. This past year... things turned around. I met the most amazing person in the world. Someone that means everything to me. Someone I'm deeply in love with, but have to pretend like we're just friends. She is amazing, beautiful, strong, smart. She keeps me going. She partially cured my depression, brought light into my life. I fell in love, I made new friends, amazing friends, I got a life, I raised my own confidence, I got closure for the horrible parts of my past, I stopped being so depressed, I got good grades, I'm happy now. Sometimes, I have my days still. The days where I want to change everything and where I hate my life, to some extent. But I'm okay. I'm secure. I'm alright. I'm happy. Maybe not genuinely happy, but I'm content. That's what matters. Anyway, despite how "okay" everything is now. Listening to this song, brings everything back. It makes me remember. It hurts. A lot. |
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| Mayday Parade – Three Cheers for Five Years Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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This song is my life. I love the acoustic version so much. <3 I'm so freaking in love with my best friend, but she doesn't know it. And she sure as hell doesn't feel the same way about me. It hurts so much, knowing that you'll never ever be with the person you love so much. No one in this world could compare. I've been in love with her for almost a year now, we've been casual friends for two, and best friends for a year. That sounds a little confusing, but bare with me. She is the closest thing in the world to me. No one could ever come close to taking her place. But we're drifting, slowly, because of school(we go to different schools), and her and her best friend becoming closer. I hate it. This song is more like a guy breaking up with his girlfriend because she cheated on him, but, for some weird reason, I relate to it. I'll explain, darlings: I swear that you don't have to go I thought we could wait for the fireworks I thought we could wait for the snow To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt This kinda reminds me of, like, all the things that we planned. We had so many things planned to do together, but I'm so scared that none of them will happen now that we are drifting and her and her best friend are more inseparable than ever. It's kinda like, she doesn't have to leave, I just want her to stay. Stay and do all of the things we had planned - watching fireworks, camping under the stars, traveling, riding all the roller coasters in the country, playing in the snow. That kinda thing. The last line is kinda like, if we just stay here and do everything we planned, if I can just be with you, it will kill this pain. I thought I could live in your arms And spend every moment I had with you Stay up all night with the stars Confess all the faith that I had in you Again. I thought that as we grew closer and closer, we would spend all of our time together. But we rarely see each other. I want to just lie there with her under the stars and tell her how much I love her. To late, I'm sure and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you Just be here now against me You know the words so sing along for me baby Everyone so far in my life has left me at one time or another. I thought she was different, I still do think that she is different. None of this pain is intentional. But it seems like it's too late to just turn everything around at this point. It's kinda like saying even if things are different, just be here with me. Just being around her makes me happy. For heaven's sake I know you're sorry But you won't stop crying This anniversary may never be the same Inside I hope you know I'm dying With my heart beside me In shattered pieces that may never be replaced And if I died right now you'd never be the same I know that she's sorry for changing, for growing apart, for not being there when I needed her. But she doesn't know I'm dying on the inside, my heart is breaking, everything sucks. The anniversary of when we officially became best friends/when i fell in love with her, will never be the same now that things suck between us. She says I've changed her life. I want to go back to the night I fell in love with her, the night we became close, and say, "if I died right now, you'd never be the same."but you don't know it. I thought with a month of apart Together would find us an opening And moonlight would provide the spark And that I would stumble across the key Or break down the door to your heart Forever could see us not you and me And you'd help me out of the dark And I'd give my heart as an offering I want to suggest something like, I dunno, like not talking for a month. In the hope that she realizes how close we really are. But maybe we aren't supposed to be. She helped me out of the dark, she cured my depression, she brought the light into my life. And I give her my heart in return. And I will always remember you as you are right now to me And I will always remember now Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side How does he feel, how does he kiss How does he taste while he's on your lips I can't forget you I know you want me to want you I want to But I can't forgive you So when this is over don't blow your composure baby I can't forgive you I know you want me to want you I want to <33333 |
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| Mayday Parade – Three Cheers for Five Years Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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This song is my life. I love the acoustic version so much. <3 I'm so freaking in love with my best friend, but she doesn't know it. And she sure as hell doesn't feel the same way about me. It hurts so much, knowing that you'll never ever be with the person you love so much. No one in this world could compare. I've been in love with her for almost a year now, we've been casual friends for two, and best friends for a year. That sounds a little confusing, but bare with me. She is the closest thing in the world to me. No one could ever come close to taking her place. But we're drifting, slowly, because of school(we go to different schools), and her and her best friend becoming closer. I hate it. This song is more like a guy breaking up with his girlfriend because she cheated on him, but, for some weird reason, I relate to it. I'll explain, darlings: I swear that you don't have to go I thought we could wait for the fireworks I thought we could wait for the snow To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt This kinda reminds me of, like, all the things that we planned. We had so many things planned to do together, but I'm so scared that none of them will happen now that we are drifting and her and her best friend are more inseparable than ever. It's kinda like, she doesn't have to leave, I just want her to stay. Stay and do all of the things we had planned - watching fireworks, camping under the stars, traveling, riding all the roller coasters in the country, playing in the snow. That kinda thing. The last line is kinda like, if we just stay here and do everything we planned, if I can just be with you, it will kill this pain. I thought I could live in your arms And spend every moment I had with you Stay up all night with the stars Confess all the faith that I had in you Again. I thought that as we grew closer and closer, we would spend all of our time together. But we rarely see each other. I want to just lie there with her under the stars and tell her how much I love her. To late, I'm sure and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you Just be here now against me You know the words so sing along for me baby Everyone so far in my life has left me at one time or another. I thought she was different, I still do think that she is different. None of this pain is intentional. But it seems like it's too late to just turn everything around at this point. It's kinda like saying even if things are different, just be here with me. Just being around her makes me happy. For heaven's sake I know you're sorry But you won't stop crying This anniversary may never be the same Inside I hope you know I'm dying With my heart beside me In shattered pieces that may never be replaced And if I died right now you'd never be the same I know that she's sorry for changing, for growing apart, for not being there when I needed her. But she doesn't know I'm dying on the inside, my heart is breaking, everything sucks. The anniversary of when we officially became best friends/when i fell in love with her, will never be the same now that things suck between us. She says I've changed her life. I want to go back to the night I fell in love with her, the night we became close, and say, "if I died right now, you'd never be the same."but you don't know it. I thought with a month of apart Together would find us an opening And moonlight would provide the spark And that I would stumble across the key Or break down the door to your heart Forever could see us not you and me And you'd help me out of the dark And I'd give my heart as an offering I want to suggest something like, I dunno, like not talking for a month. In the hope that she realizes how close we really are. But maybe we aren't supposed to be. She helped me out of the dark, she cured my depression, she brought the light into my life. And I give her my heart in return. And I will always remember you as you are right now to me And I will always remember now Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side How does he feel, how does he kiss How does he taste while he's on your lips I can't forget you I know you want me to want you I want to But I can't forgive you So when this is over don't blow your composure baby I can't forgive you I know you want me to want you I want to <33333 |
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| Rascal Flatts – What Hurts The Most Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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No song has made me cry so much as I am right now. I'm sitting here listening to this song, and sobbing my eyes out, red face, tissues and all. I am so, so madly in love with my friend. But she doesn't feel the same way. Heck, she doesn't even know. Never, ever, ever will. The thing is... I fell in love so fast and so intensely that I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. This isn't the casual type of teenage love, I love her so much that sometimes it physically hurts. I've loved her for a year now. A whole freaking year, and I love her more and more each and every day. It never lessens, I never start to get over it. We are both girls, and I know a lot of people are totally against that or whatever. But I don't really care. She's straight. She'd never love me back. And even if she did, which would only be in my craziest of dreams, she would never love me the way I love her. Ever. She has this best friend, and she's totally obsessed with the best friend. They're inseperable. But this summer... they didn't talk as much, because the friend was grounded. Well, my friend and I became so much closer. We talked for hours everyday, had so many inside jokes, laughed our butts off, sent each other long, meaningful notes, texted all the time, we hung out twice, she told me things that she had never told anyone else, and visa versa. We got to know each other so very well. We have so much in common, we think the same, look similar, have been through similar situations, and more. We became so insanely close, that I considered her to be my best friend. But lately, we've drifted. The one and ONLY thing that she cares about is her real best friend. My friend and I made this plan together, one I actually thought would happen. We planned to go to the haunted house together. I was so excited. We talked about it for days. But now, she's planning to go with her real best friend. We're not the same as we used to be. We're not as close. But I still love her just as much. No, I love her even more. With every passing day, whether we talk or not. I feel betrayed, hurt, worthless. But I love her. So freaking much. More than I could ever scream. I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me This part basically summarizes how I'm lonely and I feel alone. She kept me grounded, she became my other half. But now she says her best friend is her other half, and that hurts. I feel abandoned. I drifted from every single one of my other friends when we became close. I'm alone now. So alone. I cry all the time recently, I'm crying right now, to be honest. I can take it. I have to put on a tough face and pretend like things are okay, but inside, I know that they're not. Not even a little. I'm dying on the inside, and sometimes it gets to the point where I just can't handle it at all. What hurts the most was bein' so close And havin' so much to say And watchin' you walk away And never knowin' what could've been And not seein' that lovin' you Is what I was tryin' to do We were so close, as the first line is saying. I have so much to say to her; to tell her how much I love her, how much she means to me, that I have romantic feelings for her, that I'd take a bullet for her, that she keeps me going, that she's the meaning of my life, that she's the only thing that keeps me going, that she cured my old depression but is unknowingly causing a new one. I have so much to say, but we're not even close enough anymore, not to the point where I can tell her any of it. She's walking away, leaving me, but not even intentionally. I'll never know what could have been if we would be continuing remaining how we were over the summer, I can never know what that would have lead to. We're not the same anymore. She doesn't see that all I'm trying to do is love her. I can't take it I'm holding on.... |
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| Christmas Songs – Deck the Halls Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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| Dan Fogelberg – Same Old Lang Syne Lyrics | 15 years ago |
| I secretly love this song, even though everyone else says it's the stupidest Christmas song. :D | |
| Hilary Duff – Santa Claus Lane Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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I was freaking in love with this song when I was leetle. And I still like it now... hehehe. Don't tell. |
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| Owl City – The Christmas Song Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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This song makes me happy, no matter what. (: It's a little sad at first... but the overall feeling of it is so happy and Christmassyyyy! |
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| The Maine – Ho Ho Hopefully Lyrics | 15 years ago |
| Lovelovelovelovelovelove. <3 | |
| Christmas Songs – Silver Bells Lyrics | 15 years ago |
| Favorite Christmas song ever. <3 | |
| Christmas Songs – The Christmas Song (Chestnuts Roasting on an Open Fire) Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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Ohmygosh :D Even in the beginning of September, this song never fails to put me in the Christmas mood. |
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| Christmas Songs – Sleigh Ride Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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Looooove this song! :D It captures the essences of Christmas perfectly. Snow, sleigh rides, chiming bells, friends and family, rosy cheeks, pumpkin pie, and happiness. <3 |
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| Green Day – Wake Me Up When September Ends Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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I listen to this song everyday in September. I really don't like the month of September. In fact, I hate it. It's a time for endings... and I hate change. And endings. It's like; summer's over, school is starting, everything has to start a new. :/ This summer was the best of my life, so this song holds an even deeper meaning now. I can't wait for October. <3 |
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| Panic! at the Disco – Northern Downpour Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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I loooooove this song. :D It's probably been one of my favorites for over two years. I listen to it all the time, and it never gets old. Ever. I don't actually know what the song is about, but the chorus, the first stanza, their voices, and just the overall feeling it gives me, reminds me of those nights that everything is perfect, but also the downfalls in life. The ups and the downs. What you've been through, what you're overcoming, and what you will eventually have to deal with. It reminds me of the people you love, the people you miss, the one's who are far away but always close to your heart. And most of all, it reminds me of just standing outside in the pouring rain and thinking about life and love, and hoping that things will never end and will always stay the same, but also accepting things for what they are and knowing that change is a part of life, and probably the only thing in life that we can truly count on, the only thing that is completely certain. That's what life is about, and this song kind of reminds me of everything. Life, love, lessons learned, ups, downs, failure, success, depression, happiness, contentment, acceptance, and just everything. <3 |
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| Escape the Fate – Harder Than You Know Lyrics | 15 years ago |
| Not to sound creepy, but you should message me on here. I'd like to talk to someone that seems to have gone through something similar. No one else I know understands, except the close friend I was talking about in my post. (: | |
| Escape the Fate – The Day I Left The Womb Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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I really love this song. :D This really shows how amazing Escape The Fate is vocally. It's so emotional and deep. I can't really relate completely, but a few of the situations were somewhat similar of what I went through and what Ronnie went through. My mother didn't leave, but my father did die when I was really young. And since then, I've been through a lot of shit. So, this song is kind of Ronnie's way of saying that he's okay. And I'm in the process of writing a song to let the world know that I, too, am okay. |
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| Escape the Fate – Harder Than You Know Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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A lot of songs have made me tear up. Mostly songs by The Spill Canvas. They're so deep, and so meaningful. But this song, this song, is the only that has actually made me legit cry. And a lot. Every line just gets better and better and the chorus.... it could kill. I'm in love with this person - this incredible, fascinating, one of a kind person, who is also emotionally abusive, bipolar, has borderline personality disorder, is sadistic, compulsive, and complicated in so many ways. This person and I went through so much shit together. She put me through hell and back more times than one. She made me feel every single emotion in the book. And I fell in love - with the pain, with the feelings, with the adrenaline, with the confusion, the lies, the emotion, the reality, I fell in love with her and all of her compulsion and confusion. I was addicted to the pain, it made me feel alive, like I could do anything. She made me feel like the most amazing person in the world, and I loved it. But I couldn't live like that anymore. She screwed over one of my closest friends, who happens to mean the world to me and more. We stopped talking for months, and everything was back to normal in my life, but I missed her. I wanted her back so very desperately. I got over it. I accepted things for what they were, I attempted to move on with my life. But then, then we started talking again. The chorus is haunting to me. It could kill. "baby dont talk to me im trying to let go not loving you is harder than you know cause girl youre driving me so crazy" I was trying so hard to let go, but talking to her is just making me fall in love all over again. And I don't have it in me to stop talking to her, it's like an addiction, I can't resist. I need her, in some ways. And loving her is so hard, harder. than. she. knows. <3 I also have strong feelings for the close friend I mentioned earlier. I don't want to be in a relationship with her or anything like that, but I'm addicted to her. She means so much to me. I have this huge fear of hurting her and losing her. She's the one who keeps me grounded, who keeps me going, who makes me realize everything that I'm doing right or wrong. She's one of a kind, and so much greater than the common person. She's hilarious, wise, amazing, beautiful. I don't know how to live without her. I'm so scared to do it. "how can i miss you if you never would stay if you need time i guess ill go away inside me now there's only heartache and pain so where's the fire, youve become the rain" This part reminds me of her. "How could I miss you if you never would stay?" We're going to be separated this next year because of high school. She's going to a different school, and I'm so terrifed of losing her and drifting from the only person that I know for sure that I love. The one who is always there, always cheers me up, always makes me happy. But despite all of that, I fear that I don't mean that much to her. How can I miss her when she's never truly stayed with me? You know? I've hurt her a few times, even though she says that I haven't. It's like... I shoved so much in her face, more than she could handle. If she needs time, I'll give it to her. I'll do anything for her. I'm torn between these two people, they both make me feel so alive in so many ways, and I'm confused. I give up on my heart. I'll do anything for some balance. For things to be right. This song explains my life in so many ways. And although no one will read this comment, it felt good to pour everything out to any random people willing to read this post. So, thanks, random dude, for listening to what no one else would understand. (: |
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| Making April – Roses and Butterflies Lyrics | 15 years ago |
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this song reminds me so much of my current situation with this one person that is out of my life. we had a really complicated relationship. actually, i wouldn't even call it a relationship or friendship. there was nothing official. it was just complication and confusion and love jumbled together. she was the most confusing and complicated person i had ever come across. mood swings, bipolar, changed her mind constantly, couldn't accurately communicate her feelings, and had major character flaws. i loved her a lot, but at times her huge flaws cancelled out all of her good qualities. i wanted so bad to get out of the destructive, dramatic, complicated relationship between us but it wasn't possible. i was already in too deep. so this song reminds me sooo much of it... i'll explain: I can see where you are I can tell you're enjoying it so far I would love to escape, but now I'm bound by the of burn of your eyes looking on as I'm starting to realize I'm a pawn in your game and this is checkmate as the roses lift their heads to catch a glimpse of my demise you'll be throwing lies around like ocean waves throw down the tides and they are breaking on my shore and the rescue team won't save me now I'm out too far i knew her well, but she didn't know that. she was delusional. i knew her much better than she thought. i wanted to escape her, but i was in too far. she had the ability to break me down and make me feel every emotion in the book. angry, happy, sad, mad, loved, content, depressed, etc. and when she made me angry, i got REALLY angry. but when she made me feel loved and special, i felt REALLY loved and REALLY special. so I'll waste these nights for a while but I'll be holding onto you forever and this is where my heart is cold and torn as I read the words you wrote last night the butterflies are creeping through my spine now we are over. she's out of my life. and when she walked out of my life, i was happy. i didn't care one little bit. she just annoyed me. but at a school dance last week, as i watched her, i had a realization. i realized how much i truly did care about her and how important she was in my life. she had changed me in some ways. it was really weird. i realized how different things would be in my life now if she was still in it. i was reminded of the nights we spent together, hanging out or just texting for hours. she would always say i didn't care and make false accusations about me. and that reminded me of "this is where my heart is cold and torn." and "as i read the words you wrote last night, the butterfies are creeing through my spine" reminds me of the words she used to say to me and the way she used to make me feel. but now I'm waiting for your call while I bang on this piano like you care at all my emotions are sudden. she was like.. in love with me. but i didn't feel that way, or didn't think i did anyway. but i have recently started to realize that i did. and she doesn't care anymore. she cared and i didn't, now i care and she doesn't. and we have miraculously gone more than a month without talking, so i'm kind of "waiting for her call". as I hear the words you're saying tonight I'm falling for them every single time as the roses dip their heads a little further to the ground there's a season change and all the pinks and whites have turned to brown will we make it through the fall yeah are we gonna make it through this fall �cause I wanna fall with you just reminds me of all the words she used to say and the way that whenever she said them, i realized that i couldn't end our friendship. but it did end, on her part. and i'm wondering if anything will ever happen between us again or if it's just useless. and the "i wanna fall with you" she's a broken person and so am i. we were always willing to listen to each other. |
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