this song to me is inspiring. of course we all interpret it because of experience, so here's mine..
i had become friends with this boy, we became so close i still don't even understand it and i know this sounds soo lame, i'd probably write someone off for saying this but i just don't know how to explain what we actually were and i'm not one to get all corny, i was always so against the idea of love,but he was so so special to me, we were so the same, so we got along like nothing else. and anyway, of course i couldn't have this boy, he was taken.. but he didn't act like he was, even though nothing actually happened between us thankgod. this boy was 2 grades older than me at school, and i'd always admired him since the first time i'd saw him, when we became close he told me the same thing about me.. we'd talk about how we were always too scared to talk to eachother, and he told me that he had liked me a year before, when he was single.. anyway. when i told him i liked him i used this song, saying that i needed to say it even if it might not have been the right time or whatever else was holding me back wasn't important, because all that was important was him, and that i'd rather say too much, than not admit it to him at all, because i couldn't keep things from him.. so when i listen to this song, months later.. i still get that feeling when i was writing him the letter telling him. in the end, we became too close and decided we couldn't talk anymore which is so dumb.. but i couldn't do it anymore. after almost a year of it i couldn't take it. if anybody else feels like this, i really know how you feel.. it's terrible, but i know i was in love. and i think he was too. even though we don't talk now, i have that gut feeling that it's not over. that's mostly why i don't get upset that it appears to be over, i know it's not. i'm hopeful. |
