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| Evanescence – Missing Lyrics
| 14 years ago
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To me this song just fits exactly how i feel with what I'm going through. My girlfriend is bipolar and I have depression issues. Every five seconds I'm doing something wrong to her. She constantly gets irritated and then goes on to ignore me and starts to watch tv or play video games. I am always apologizing and begging for forgiveness for what feels like the crime of my mere existence. If I dont do something that irritates her then she just doesnt notice me period. I keep thinking about leaving because I'm trying to retain my last ounce of self respect but I stay because she used to be kind, understanding, and really fun. I can walk away or say something and she never looks up from her facebook or tv. I can go in the bathroom and cut and she doesnt notice until she has to go. She yells at me for cutting and being depressed because of it being too much stress for her but I end up always going back because of constant yelling and insults. I've never had anyone. I dont have any real friends because people always betray me. I'm all alone and I need her to be there for me but she wont look up. I'm trying desperately to be understanding of her bipolar and how hard it is but she isnt being understanding of my depression. She kicked me out of our home til I get stable and stop cutting because its too much for her while not really realizing that I could stop cutting and control my depression if she could just control her anger. She told me to keep cutting because I would never stop but I wont bring her down with me not that long ago. So I can cut knowing she doesnt really care. I can watch the blood spill knowing that it wont bother her. I go to sleep just to wake without her next to me or even wanting to be near me. Noone has ever really bothered to look at who I really am so they wouldnt miss me but just the image of me that they have created for their convenience. |
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| Līve – All Over You Lyrics
| 15 years ago
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I don't know about you but I wouldn't want to be drank and then pissed out. it sounds like abuse to me. Though on a serious note we pollute our water and put it in containers. So you can pin down water and abuse it. |
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| Tegan and Sara – Are You Ten Years Ago Lyrics
| 16 years ago
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I think that the meaning to them is probably an on and off relationship. But to me It's just being in a relationship in general. I keep talking with alot of girls and they keep trying to get me to trust them but I'm bad with the relationship thing. They feed me with compliments until I feel like I'm theirs and then because neither of us technically asked each other out I'm always right about to ask them out when they start dating someone they've been talking to for about a week if that. I keep going on circles because I keep doing the same thing with different women. I keep going back and forth with trying to better myself as a person and go after everything I want and trying to love someone but all of them are just looking to be saved and I want someone who is whole by themselves, but I feel so messed up because I seem to be the only one who won't give in to desperation and let who am I go just so I won't be alone. I know they didn't mean it in the way that it fits me, but I love this song because it fits me perfectly. |
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| Tegan and Sara – Underwater Lyrics
| 16 years ago
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I don't think it's about he trying t win her over but rathr just trying to say it takes time to fall in love. I think she is trying to prove that she isn't trying to play games an she os really like her but it takes time to fall in love. I had something like that happen where they didn't want to wait because I couldn't automatically love her. People just don't like to wait nowadays and they don't sem to understand anything about love just desperation. |
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