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Jimmy Eat World – 23 Lyrics 15 years ago
i keep thinking about my ex of three years ago lately and i have no idea why but...he was my entire college experience and so were all of his friends and now im not in contact with any of them and i feel like that world almost never existed because none of my friends (old and new) knew that life i lead at school... so "no one else will know these lonely dreams,no one else will know that part of me" is really hitting so hard right now. kind of killing me.

cool story,sis. i know. haha

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Stars – Dead Hearts Lyrics 15 years ago
it's hard to know they're out there,it's hard to know that you still care......ahhh this breaks my heart even though i dont want to care............

hes out there. i still care. its,well,hard (obvious is obvious and yet)......"they were kids that i once knew"...i miss my 21 yr old self to the stupid girl i became when it was over...

dont we all??

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Modest Mouse – A Manic Depressive Named Laughing Boy Lyrics 15 years ago
this song reminds me of myself...im usually considered the happy-go-lucky,comedian of my friends who always expect me to be laughing and smiling or cracking jokes...but nobody really knows that i am bipolar, which i feel like i cant talk about with anyone bc im the funny girl....

it also reminds me how most famous comedians are inside tortured souls and almost all of them suffer from some sort of depression. i have no idea why it is that way.

as bob saget said "If a really good comedian isn't depressed,somethings wrong."

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The Real Tuesday Weld – Last Words Lyrics 16 years ago
this part hits me hard:
"So we sat by the laundry matt with magazines and cigarettes
Talked about a million other things
These are the last words
I'll say to you
These are the last words
I'll say to you
I never saw the world the way the city looks me to today
I never thought the end would come this way
These are the last words
I'll say to you
Last night I dreamt that somebody had died
And it was one of us
I did the biggest thing that I could
But I was not enough"

It's like when you both know its gonna end but you don't wanna talk about it...so you sit there and talk about anything else you can think of, but its inevitable its gonna happen...and all of a sudden everything familiar around you just changes because you are changed...and no one ever expects the end or how its gonna come....and the reasoning is probably the last reason you thought it'd ever end...And when he says "last night I dreamt that somebody had died and it was one of us" it's like...their loved died....yours didn't or vice versa and you try soo hard to do anything to get it back...anything to please them...and its just not enough...and it never will be....These are the last words I'll say to you.
Kills me.

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