| Mercy Me – Homesick Lyrics | 18 years ago |
| I just recently heard this song, WOW! My heart is so in this, My son died this summer and I miss him so deeply I cannot wait to see him again. It conveys the desperate torment of missing a loved one and reminds of the promise of being reunited one day and there really is no goodbye - just a see ya later :) | |
| Blue October – Hate Me Lyrics | 18 years ago |
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My drug addicted bi-polar son played this song for me. He explained the meaning to him. He loved me and knew I loved him and would never stop. But the I love yous and check ins only made him feel reminded of his failures. He wished those things would stop so I could concentrate my efforts on things better for me - instead of worrying. He felt it was best for both of us. He'd feel better if I left him alone and in turn I would have relief. The man was still her baby boy - that boy knows his mother's love was for the best and when she dies he is there and her tears are of joy he has returned to her and begs for her eyes to gaze at him in love again - but he hears her voice in his head and it reminds him of how he failed her yet again as usual in his mind - it was too late for him to tell her he appreciated her. He feels as if his actions have killed her - all her love and caring damaged him though he thanks her for it and acknowledges the ways she tried to build him up. Most of this is what my son, now a victim of suicide, described as how his thoughts streamed. Bouncing around in his head - not making sense and yet making perfect sense in his paranoid and negative mind. It's a very sad and true dialog of a tortured mind wanting to escape. If these person do not find relief - they escape forever as he did. Visit my home page to see my beautiful boy...he was 17 |
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