some random things i have written over the past few days: ~ i give bruce springsteen props i don’t hate, but i also can’t stand that stupid saying ‘don’t hate, congratulate’ i don’t judge people i give second chances at the times when they really are fourth or fifth chances i’ve never toyed with someones emotions and never plan to i don’t talk about my experiences with alcohol like i’m proud of them i don’t smoke out but i also don’t shun those who do i live each day as me. you live each day hoping to be someone different wishing you were someone better than the person you think you are you don’t know it yet but one day you will be wishing you were more like me i am loyal and never put up a front i love john mayer but also eminem i have friends that are people you’d never imagine talking to you call them nerds i call them independent thinkers i wish there were more nerds in this world maybe then middle-class 12 year old kids would stop heckling there moms to buy them clothes that plaster Abercrombie&Fitch on their innocent chests maybe then it would be ‘ok’ for kids to make good grades and be called smart maybe then it would be ‘ok’ for me to be me. ~ bliss oh how i wish i could feel you bliss but these damn girls are just oblivious and none know your name bliss we deserve better the both of us i mean oh how i wish i could form a triangle of bliss you me and she who chooses to know your name bliss

this one goes out to someone new someone i’ve kept close and depended on but never gave credit where credit was due this one goes out to hope. at a time in all our lives it has been our only friend the only one to care and to tell us ‘hold on’ ‘persevere’ ‘be you’ damn what has blinded me from this? am i just stupid? was it the depression? what the hell does it matter i have finally seen the spark and realized it only takes a spark to make a fire expericing life is the fire, but forget not you see, you have to understand you must feel be and see hope to be able to get the spark to light the fire to live life