a splinder in the grass a splinter in my hand could point me to that fact; i’m off track, i need a look at your fine ass to lift me up, fill me up, put me on track everyday i live without you i live to love you more for you’re close to me, i can’t feel you yet i’ll see the day soon that i will behold you and finally will feel bliss and see life thru your mystic anglelic vital eyes

i am always here when you need me. i love it when you need me, we talk and i make you smile no matter how down you are. we laugh and share thoughts, i am always here when you need me. i love it when you need me, i feel alive when you are down because i help you rise again. it’s sad to say but i like it when you’re down because it’s then that you turn to me. i am always here when you need me. it’s sad to say that, in a way, i wish you needed me more often. but time has been good to you, which you deserve, so we don’t talk much any longer. i am always here when you need me, it sucks for me that you don’t need me more. the less we talk the better i know you are. it sucks for me, i want you to need me more often but i want you to not need me at all. call it a binding situation call it a paradox call it what you will, but i am always here when you need me. and unfortunately you are fortunate enough to not need me much any longer. it works out well for you, you always have someone. it works out well for me when you need me, but what about when you don’t? no matter, although, i want it to. it isn’t in me to ask this of you. i know what you’d say, for you are so wholehearted and pure, but i just don’t have it in me. i don’t want your pity and i’ll never ask for your love. i know i don’t have it in me to ask anything of you but this one simple wish... for you to be you and to remember, i am always here when you need me.