Life is funny. And music is lovely.

I'm still having the same issues as I had years ago. Recurring themes. Joy.

That's a metaphor. Because my life is obviously not a movie, but I compared it to one, without using the words "like" or "as." I need to get out of this town. It's too small. I want a city. I want Paris, truthfully. I want to walk around, to converse in a strange tongue. I want London. I want to walk through gardens. I want /Europe/. Or just a city. I want an aquarium. I want a museum. I want culture. I want people. Springfield is so small. So uncultured. I went through an anti-culture shock when I moved here. Lalala we all have our problems. Count your blessings, sweet heart.

if anyone uses their journal on songmeanings as an actual online journal, like on livejournal or xanga. It would be impractical, in my opinion, because songmeanings tends to be fickle with availability and all.

i just deleted a lot of bands from my favourites list. it hurt just a little.

so tooth and nail rocks. shocking, eh?

so...music rocks.

all i want is to be done with this part of my life, you know? I just want to be out of high school. I want to be with THE person. I want to know when I go to bed at night that i'll wake up and he'll still love me. I want that kind of relationship. when nothing else matters.