That I would be good Even if I did nothing That I would be good Even if I got a thumbs-down That I would be good If I got and stayed sick That I would be good Even if I gained ten pounds This song just explains my life because i'm so insecure and so scared that the wonderful people around me who support me unconditionaly will stop supporting me one day simply bcause of a little alteration in my life...

Wanted and adored by attractive women Bountiful selection at your discretion I know I'm diving into my own destruction So why do we choose the boys that are naughty? I don't fit in so why do you want me? I know I can't tame you...but I just keep trying ANDY ANDY ANDY! THESE LYRICS SCREAM HS NAME! I have no idea what he wanted with me. He was the objet of every girls desire yet he spent his time on me. I wasnt like the other girls he was ever with...and by that i mean...i wasnt a slut. I knew he was bad news...but i stuck around.

Here I am...doing something I swore to myself i would never do. I'm starting an online journal. But this one will be different then eveybody elses... it's just for me. I won't give this link to any of my friends...that would just be stupid. As i hear lyrics that remind me of evnts in my life i'll copy and paste them, and then explain how i can relate!