You've got a lure I can't deny.

Time consumer! 001. name : Julie 002. nicknames : Jules...and that's about it. 003. sex : Female 004. birthday : May 10, 1986 005. age : 17 006. star sign : Taurus 007. place of birth : Bay City, MI 008. current residence : A street in Bay City, MI. 009. hair color : Blondish. 010. eye color : Blue. 011. height : 5'4" ish. 012. writing hand : right BODY iLLS + SKill 013. do you bite your nails : Sometimes when I'm driving. Not really hardcore though. 014. can you roll your tongue : yes 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : A little 017. can you blow smoke rings: Can't say I've tried. 018. can you blow spit bubbles : Unfortunately not. 019. can you cross your eyes: Yeah. 020. colored hair: Nope. 021. tattoos and where : N/a 022. piercings and where : Only ears. 023. do you make your bed daily : Can't remember the last time it was made... 024. what goes on first bra or underwear: underwear 025. which shoe goes on first: Never really paid much attention. 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : Yes. Yes I have. And hit them as well. 037. how much money is usually in your wallet: Don't keep track. 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: A watch. But not when I'm sleeping. So I guess that's n/a. 039. whats sexiest on a guy: Hair, eyes, smile 040. whats sexiest on a girl: Eyes? 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great? Depends. 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : I try to twirl. But I usually fail miserably. 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet: Don't feel like looking. 3 most likely. 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza: Hands. 045. do you cook: Only when mom doesn't. GROOMiNG 046. how often do you brush your teeth: Twice. 047. how often do you shower/bathe: Once a day. 048. how long do these showers last: Depends on how big of a rush I'm in. I'm proud to say that I've taken a 2 minute shower before. 049. hair drying method: Blow dry if I want to do it, or air dry if I'm lazy. 050. do you paint your nails: They're usually colored. 051. do you swear: Sometimes. 052. do you mumble to yourself : Sometimes. 053. do you spit in public: I'm not a spitter. 054. do you pee in the shower : Can't say I do. 055. the cd player : Danse Macabre Remixes. Bitch. 056. person you talk most on the phone with: I don't know...AJ maybe? 057. what color is your bedroom : Knotty Pine. 058. do you use an alarm clock: Only when I need to wake up. 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: Old Navy Clothing...materialistic, this I know. 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : Nope 061. ever sunbathed in the nude: Nope (man I'm lame.) 062. window seat or aisle: Window. Definitely. 063. whats your sleeping position: Whatever's comfortable at the moment. 064. what kind of bed do you like : My own. 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : Just a sheet. I have this thing where I need something covering me when I'm sleeping. 066. do you snore: Not that I'm aware. 067. do you sleepwalk : Not that I'm aware. 068. do you talk in your sleep : I've heard stories. 069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Nope. 070. how about the light on: Usually my CD player's on, and that surprisingly emits a lot of light. 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: CD player. WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU 073. were kissed or kissed someone: Last week. Hopefully that'll change though. :) 074. watched bambi : Probably like 8 years ago. 075. cried : Last week when AJ told me he was leading me on yet again. Yeah. 076. talked on the phone : Last night. 077. read a book : Yesterday. Harry Potter 5. Bitch. 078. punched someone : Hah. Yesterday. 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now: Hopefully where I want to be. 081. how many kids do you want to have : No more than 2 or 3. + 082. your profession : Hopefully Interior Design. + 083. future school: Hopefully Adrian. FRiENDS + 084. who is your best friend: Amy + 085. what friend do you hang out with the most : Amy + 086. what friend makes you smile the most: Hmm. Amy? + 087. friend that you fight with the most: AJ, by far. + 088. one you talk to the most online: Peter and Amy and AJ. + 089. friend that you miss the most: Megan. MUSiC 090. is music important to you : Very much so. 091. do you sing? : When I'm driving. 092. what instruments do you play?: None... 094. what do you think of Eminem: Ehh. He needs to quit life. DO YOU LiKE 096. pop music : No. 097. rock music : Yes. 098. punk music : Yes. 099. rap music : No. 100. hip-hop/rnb : Not really. 101. country : Nope. 102. jazz : Yes. 103. classical : Yes. 104. new age: Oh fuck yeah. 105. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about: LTJ Bukem. 106. your word : I'm going to modify this and say words..."Thank you captain obvious." [Four Tv Shows you Liked When You Were a Little Kid] 1. David The Gnome 2. Eurika's Castle 3. Maya the Bee 4. Wild 'n' Crazy Kids [Four Places to Go in Your Area] 1. Bay City Coffee & Tee 2. Riverwalk 3. Mall 4. Amy and I tend to go to Meijer's a lot late at night to wander. [Four Things to Do When You're Bored] 1. Write in the journal. 2. Play Ink Link. 3. Go for a drive. 4. Sleep [Four Things That Never Fail to Cheer You Up] 1. Amy 2. Driving and listening to music real loud. 3. Dancing to Oh God damnit!. 4. Taking a long bubble bath with Kool-Aid in a wine glass. [Four Things You Can't Live Without] 1. Computer. 2. Money. 3. Car. 4. Music. [About Ten Years Ago *list three things*] 1. My brother and I fought nonstop. 2. Life was much simpler. 3. I still wore my "hunting shirt." [About Four Years Ago *list three things*] 1. I was 13. 2. I was lame. 3. I tried to be older than I was. Gah. [About One Year Ago *list three things*] 1. Ah haha. I was with AJ. 2. I was so stoked about having a license. 3. I started listening to The Faint. [Three Things about Today...] 1. I'm going to Ricardo's graduation party. 2. I'm going to a show at Bay City Coffee & Tea and I'm going to dance. 3. I haven't showered yet. [Seven things you Love] 1. Sleep. 2. Driving. 3. Dancing. 4. Drum & Bass. 5. Kool-Aid. 6. Spending money. 7. Warm weather. [Seven Things you Dislike] 1. People who lie. 2. People who blow me off. 3. When the conversation stops. 4. People who "pose." 5. Being tired. 6. When my journaling website decides to eat a dick and not work. 7. Routines. [Seven Things on your Desk] 1. A plate that once contained my bagel. 2. CDs. 3. A pad of paper. 4. Pens, colored pencils, and pencils. 5. Monitor. 6. Some kind of key. 7. One of my old pay stubs. [Seven Facts About You] 1. Last night was the first night in like a week that I actually got a decent amount of sleep. 2. I like a boy. 3. I like architecture. 4. I'm currently filling out this survey. 5. I would like some Kool-Aid, but am too lazy to make it. 6. I like concerts. 7. I play golf, but fail miserably at it. Last time you... [ Had a nightmare ]: Sometime last week. [ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: Just a few moments ago to my mother. [ Dyed your hair ]: Never. [ Brushed your hair ]: Hah. Before I got it cut. [ Washed your hair ]: Yesterday. [ Cried ]: Last week when AJ told me he was leading me on yet again. [ Called someone ]: Yesterday. [ Smiled ]: A few moments ago. [ Laughed ]: A few moments ago. [ Talked to an ex ]: Hah. I am right now... Do You... [ Smoke? ]: Nope. [ Do drugs? ]: Nope. [ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: Nope. [ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: Not really. Not unless you count day dreaming... [ Play an instrument? ]: Nope. [ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: There has to be. [ Remember your first love? ]: Yup. [ Read the newspaper? ]: Not regularly. [ Have any straight friends? ]: Yup. [ Consider love a mistake? ]: No. [ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: Not really. [ Believe in God? ]: Not really. [ Pray? ]: Nope. [ Go to church? ]: Hah. Sort of... Let's just say my brother and I do our worshiping a little differently... In the form of driving around for an hour until church gets out... [ Have any secrets? ]: Not really. I'm pretty open. [ Have any pets ]: Well... He's dead. But I haven't disposed of the body yet. [ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: Not really. [ Wear hats? ]: A beanie sometimes. [ Have any piercings? ]: Ears. (Repetetive questions...) [ Have any tattoos? ]: No for the second time. [ Hate yourself? ]: Nope. [ Have an obsession? ]: Yes. Yes I do. [ Have a secret crush? ]: I don't think it's too secret... [ Collect anything? ]: The pictures off of Jones' Soda bottles. [ Have a best friend? ]: Yes. [ Like your handwriting? ]: Sometimes. It changes periodically. [ Have any bad habits? ]: I'm sure I do. I just don't recognize them as bad habits. [ Care about looks? ]: Sometimes. [ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: Physical attraction is important, it's the stepping stone to a good relationship. [ Friends and other people? ]: Not really. Although I'll admit...there have been times when I've been judgemental towards those I do not know... (Not to their faces of course.) [ Believe in witches? ]: Nope. [ Believe in Satan? ]: Nope. [ Believe in ghosts? ]: Not really. And that's it. ataryboy12 (1:39:09 PM): good things happen to willing boys in prison ;-)

I could talk for hours to you. I could watch your mouth and eyes until they shut.

ataryboy12: josh and i are gonna go see fordirelifesake on thursday and he said theres tons of hardcore dancing there ataryboy12: im stoked i wanna see more of this garbage ataryboy12: were thinkin about taking line dancing lessons and then modifying it so we can dance in the karate holes with the hardcore kids JUeGo baygO: that would be hilarious JUeGo baygO: you might get beat up though ataryboy12: fuck that were westerncore ataryboy12: no one fucks with cowboys JUeGo baygO: haha JUeGo baygO: would you guys have the outfits and everything to match? ataryboy12: for real were way harder than hardcore kids ataryboy12: yeah ataryboy12: well ive been collecting western shirts ataryboy12: and we both wear tight jeans ataryboy12: and converse shoes ataryboy12: (boots are too much) JUeGo baygO: no i think the boots would complete the outfit ataryboy12: and a bandana is a must JUeGo baygO: oh definitely ataryboy12: doesnt matter where its at but as long as we have one were set

Your ways could not continue You'd rule with hateful hands I called you toward the staircase And I caused your violent end. --- Some things just aren't worth stressing over. And that's mainly because I don't care.

Who knew a boring Sunday night could turn into something so amazing?

Hi. My name is Julie. And I like to listen to Drum and Bass.

Well, I'll give you a thousand reasons that tonight you should grant me this one wish. Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and now you put me through hell. You b r e a k me up. I should hate you, but I can't replace you in my heart. Why am I so pathetic? I don't get why you won't return my calls. Can't you look at me once? And please if you got a minute, enjoy this lonely sky with me.

I want to hold your hand again. I want to take walks with you again. I want you to put your head on my shoulder as I'm driving. I want you to kiss me, and mean it. I want you to call me every night just as I'm going to bed and tell me that I'm beautiful. I want to be in love with you again. I want to marry you. I want to raise children with you. I want to live with you. I want to die with you. I want the grass to grow and cover the tombstone that we share. I want to spend my day laying in bed with you. I want to take late night drives to Meijer's and have you make me lay on the furniture with you. I want you to correct me every time I say "Meijer's" because the name is not plural. I want you to look at me and just know how much you love me. I want to go to all those places around the world that we always said we were going to go to. I want you to lie to your mother and spend the night at my house. I want to watch movies with my head in your lap or vise versa. I want you to let me win at video games. I want to listen to This Is Not An Exit over and over and over again and still get butterflies. I want to just be able to listen to This Is Not An Exit again. I want you to be included in every single one of my future memories. I want to put up everything that I took down that reminded me of you. I want you to give me random little gifts. I want you to write me letters of how much you love me. I want to know that you're missing me as much as I'm missing you. I want to write you silly little e-mails confessing my love to you while you are away at your dad's. I want you to buy me that puppy that you so wanted to. I want you to tell me that I'm wonderful. I want to tell you that you are wonderful. Because you are. I want to take random trips to Saginaw with you so that I can spend money. I want you to take me out to eat. I want to take you out to eat. I want to go to movies with you. I want you to tell me that you'll never stop loving me again. I want you to tell me how much I make you happy. I want you to tell me that I'm perfect. I want to be in that perfect relationship again with you. I want the world to stop turning when I with you. I want you to tell me how much you wished you had enough money to buy me a ring. I want to rush home from work every day excited just because I knew I would be hearing your voice. I want to know that there's never going to be another girl. I want you.

Hand in mine, into your icy b l u e s.