I wish we were farmers I wish we knew how To grow sweet potatoes and milk cows. I wish we were lovers.

Let's just take the train, I'll meet up with the band in the morning. Bad actors, with bad habits. Some sad singers, they just play tragic. And the phone's ringing, and the band's leaving, let's just keep touching, let's just keep, keep singing. I wanna lover I don't have to love. I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk. Yeah where's the kid with the chemicals? I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full. I need some meaning I can memorize, the kind I have always seems to slip my mind.

I lay my head unto the sand the sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it I'm counting UFO's, I signal them with my lighter and in this moment I am happy, happy... I wish you were here The world is a roller coaster and I am not strapped in maybe I should always care but my hands are busy in the air... ataryboy12 (3:00:45 PM): showershit isnt for everyone

...You don't know how l o v e l y you are,

I had to find you,

Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart, Tell me your secrets...

You've got a lure I can't deny.

Time consumer! 001. name : Julie 002. nicknames : Jules...and that's about it. 003. sex : Female 004. birthday : May 10, 1986 005. age : 17 006. star sign : Taurus 007. place of birth : Bay City, MI 008. current residence : A street in Bay City, MI. 009. hair color : Blondish. 010. eye color : Blue. 011. height : 5'4" ish. 012. writing hand : right BODY iLLS + SKill 013. do you bite your nails : Sometimes when I'm driving. Not really hardcore though. 014. can you roll your tongue : yes 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : A little 017. can you blow smoke rings: Can't say I've tried. 018. can you blow spit bubbles : Unfortunately not. 019. can you cross your eyes: Yeah. 020. colored hair: Nope. 021. tattoos and where : N/a 022. piercings and where : Only ears. 023. do you make your bed daily : Can't remember the last time it was made... 024. what goes on first bra or underwear: underwear 025. which shoe goes on first: Never really paid much attention. 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : Yes. Yes I have. And hit them as well. 037. how much money is usually in your wallet: Don't keep track. 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: A watch. But not when I'm sleeping. So I guess that's n/a. 039. whats sexiest on a guy: Hair, eyes, smile 040. whats sexiest on a girl: Eyes? 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great? Depends. 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : I try to twirl. But I usually fail miserably. 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet: Don't feel like looking. 3 most likely. 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza: Hands. 045. do you cook: Only when mom doesn't. GROOMiNG 046. how often do you brush your teeth: Twice. 047. how often do you shower/bathe: Once a day. 048. how long do these showers last: Depends on how big of a rush I'm in. I'm proud to say that I've taken a 2 minute shower before. 049. hair drying method: Blow dry if I want to do it, or air dry if I'm lazy. 050. do you paint your nails: They're usually colored. 051. do you swear: Sometimes. 052. do you mumble to yourself : Sometimes. 053. do you spit in public: I'm not a spitter. 054. do you pee in the shower : Can't say I do. 055. the cd player : Danse Macabre Remixes. Bitch. 056. person you talk most on the phone with: I don't know...AJ maybe? 057. what color is your bedroom : Knotty Pine. 058. do you use an alarm clock: Only when I need to wake up. 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: Old Navy Clothing...materialistic, this I know. 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : Nope 061. ever sunbathed in the nude: Nope (man I'm lame.) 062. window seat or aisle: Window. Definitely. 063. whats your sleeping position: Whatever's comfortable at the moment. 064. what kind of bed do you like : My own. 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : Just a sheet. I have this thing where I need something covering me when I'm sleeping. 066. do you snore: Not that I'm aware. 067. do you sleepwalk : Not that I'm aware. 068. do you talk in your sleep : I've heard stories. 069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Nope. 070. how about the light on: Usually my CD player's on, and that surprisingly emits a lot of light. 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: CD player. WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU 073. were kissed or kissed someone: Last week. Hopefully that'll change though. :) 074. watched bambi : Probably like 8 years ago. 075. cried : Last week when AJ told me he was leading me on yet again. Yeah. 076. talked on the phone : Last night. 077. read a book : Yesterday. Harry Potter 5. Bitch. 078. punched someone : Hah. Yesterday. 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now: Hopefully where I want to be. 081. how many kids do you want to have : No more than 2 or 3. + 082. your profession : Hopefully Interior Design. + 083. future school: Hopefully Adrian. FRiENDS + 084. who is your best friend: Amy + 085. what friend do you hang out with the most : Amy + 086. what friend makes you smile the most: Hmm. Amy? + 087. friend that you fight with the most: AJ, by far. + 088. one you talk to the most online: Peter and Amy and AJ. + 089. friend that you miss the most: Megan. MUSiC 090. is music important to you : Very much so. 091. do you sing? : When I'm driving. 092. what instruments do you play?: None... 094. what do you think of Eminem: Ehh. He needs to quit life. DO YOU LiKE 096. pop music : No. 097. rock music : Yes. 098. punk music : Yes. 099. rap music : No. 100. hip-hop/rnb : Not really. 101. country : Nope. 102. jazz : Yes. 103. classical : Yes. 104. new age: Oh fuck yeah. 105. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about: LTJ Bukem. 106. your word : I'm going to modify this and say words..."Thank you captain obvious." [Four Tv Shows you Liked When You Were a Little Kid] 1. David The Gnome 2. Eurika's Castle 3. Maya the Bee 4. Wild 'n' Crazy Kids [Four Places to Go in Your Area] 1. Bay City Coffee & Tee 2. Riverwalk 3. Mall 4. Amy and I tend to go to Meijer's a lot late at night to wander. [Four Things to Do When You're Bored] 1. Write in the journal. 2. Play Ink Link. 3. Go for a drive. 4. Sleep [Four Things That Never Fail to Cheer You Up] 1. Amy 2. Driving and listening to music real loud. 3. Dancing to Oh God damnit!. 4. Taking a long bubble bath with Kool-Aid in a wine glass. [Four Things You Can't Live Without] 1. Computer. 2. Money. 3. Car. 4. Music. [About Ten Years Ago *list three things*] 1. My brother and I fought nonstop. 2. Life was much simpler. 3. I still wore my "hunting shirt." [About Four Years Ago *list three things*] 1. I was 13. 2. I was lame. 3. I tried to be older than I was. Gah. [About One Year Ago *list three things*] 1. Ah haha. I was with AJ. 2. I was so stoked about having a license. 3. I started listening to The Faint. [Three Things about Today...] 1. I'm going to Ricardo's graduation party. 2. I'm going to a show at Bay City Coffee & Tea and I'm going to dance. 3. I haven't showered yet. [Seven things you Love] 1. Sleep. 2. Driving. 3. Dancing. 4. Drum & Bass. 5. Kool-Aid. 6. Spending money. 7. Warm weather. [Seven Things you Dislike] 1. People who lie. 2. People who blow me off. 3. When the conversation stops. 4. People who "pose." 5. Being tired. 6. When my journaling website decides to eat a dick and not work. 7. Routines. [Seven Things on your Desk] 1. A plate that once contained my bagel. 2. CDs. 3. A pad of paper. 4. Pens, colored pencils, and pencils. 5. Monitor. 6. Some kind of key. 7. One of my old pay stubs. [Seven Facts About You] 1. Last night was the first night in like a week that I actually got a decent amount of sleep. 2. I like a boy. 3. I like architecture. 4. I'm currently filling out this survey. 5. I would like some Kool-Aid, but am too lazy to make it. 6. I like concerts. 7. I play golf, but fail miserably at it. Last time you... [ Had a nightmare ]: Sometime last week. [ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: Just a few moments ago to my mother. [ Dyed your hair ]: Never. [ Brushed your hair ]: Hah. Before I got it cut. [ Washed your hair ]: Yesterday. [ Cried ]: Last week when AJ told me he was leading me on yet again. [ Called someone ]: Yesterday. [ Smiled ]: A few moments ago. [ Laughed ]: A few moments ago. [ Talked to an ex ]: Hah. I am right now... Do You... [ Smoke? ]: Nope. [ Do drugs? ]: Nope. [ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: Nope. [ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: Not really. Not unless you count day dreaming... [ Play an instrument? ]: Nope. [ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: There has to be. [ Remember your first love? ]: Yup. [ Read the newspaper? ]: Not regularly. [ Have any straight friends? ]: Yup. [ Consider love a mistake? ]: No. [ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: Not really. [ Believe in God? ]: Not really. [ Pray? ]: Nope. [ Go to church? ]: Hah. Sort of... Let's just say my brother and I do our worshiping a little differently... In the form of driving around for an hour until church gets out... [ Have any secrets? ]: Not really. I'm pretty open. [ Have any pets ]: Well... He's dead. But I haven't disposed of the body yet. [ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: Not really. [ Wear hats? ]: A beanie sometimes. [ Have any piercings? ]: Ears. (Repetetive questions...) [ Have any tattoos? ]: No for the second time. [ Hate yourself? ]: Nope. [ Have an obsession? ]: Yes. Yes I do. [ Have a secret crush? ]: I don't think it's too secret... [ Collect anything? ]: The pictures off of Jones' Soda bottles. [ Have a best friend? ]: Yes. [ Like your handwriting? ]: Sometimes. It changes periodically. [ Have any bad habits? ]: I'm sure I do. I just don't recognize them as bad habits. [ Care about looks? ]: Sometimes. [ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: Physical attraction is important, it's the stepping stone to a good relationship. [ Friends and other people? ]: Not really. Although I'll admit...there have been times when I've been judgemental towards those I do not know... (Not to their faces of course.) [ Believe in witches? ]: Nope. [ Believe in Satan? ]: Nope. [ Believe in ghosts? ]: Not really. And that's it. ataryboy12 (1:39:09 PM): good things happen to willing boys in prison ;-)

I could talk for hours to you. I could watch your mouth and eyes until they shut.

ataryboy12: josh and i are gonna go see fordirelifesake on thursday and he said theres tons of hardcore dancing there ataryboy12: im stoked i wanna see more of this garbage ataryboy12: were thinkin about taking line dancing lessons and then modifying it so we can dance in the karate holes with the hardcore kids JUeGo baygO: that would be hilarious JUeGo baygO: you might get beat up though ataryboy12: fuck that were westerncore ataryboy12: no one fucks with cowboys JUeGo baygO: haha JUeGo baygO: would you guys have the outfits and everything to match? ataryboy12: for real were way harder than hardcore kids ataryboy12: yeah ataryboy12: well ive been collecting western shirts ataryboy12: and we both wear tight jeans ataryboy12: and converse shoes ataryboy12: (boots are too much) JUeGo baygO: no i think the boots would complete the outfit ataryboy12: and a bandana is a must JUeGo baygO: oh definitely ataryboy12: doesnt matter where its at but as long as we have one were set

Your ways could not continue You'd rule with hateful hands I called you toward the staircase And I caused your violent end. --- Some things just aren't worth stressing over. And that's mainly because I don't care.

Who knew a boring Sunday night could turn into something so amazing?