Hello. I wouldn't usually write in this but i've felt really alone and tired all day. I can't focus on work, nonsense has been running through my mind all damn day. I know it's because he left but Goddamn, it's not the end of the world! Anyway other than feeling alone/tired/completely out of it, um i'd say i'm feelin' great? I got into college. So there's a +...i can't stop thinking about my boyfriend. Our 1 year is coming up and i can't stop thinking about all the times i've been a bitch to him (a lot) and its weird a. b/c he is the nicest guy ever and b.) i'm a really nice person as well -_- i think i just take shit out on him b/c he lets me. He's a really great guy and i seriously don't know where the hell i'd be with out him. Well anyway i don't know why i wrote this but it helps, as always.