Tomorrow i'm going back to college. I'm a bit excited a bit nervous. I'm moving into an apartment on campus with 3 girls i have never met. I really hope that they're nice & maybe we'll have something in common. I'm not asking for much, i know it never works out the way i want.. Anyway, break was boring. I didn't see any of my old friends and barely got to see my boyfriend. He's always working and what not. So yeah, i'm ready to go back to the city. Or, if you can call it that. Take care & contact me anytime, i love to talk about music with anyone.

Hello. I wouldn't usually write in this but i've felt really alone and tired all day. I can't focus on work, nonsense has been running through my mind all damn day. I know it's because he left but Goddamn, it's not the end of the world! Anyway other than feeling alone/tired/completely out of it, um i'd say i'm feelin' great? I got into college. So there's a +...i can't stop thinking about my boyfriend. Our 1 year is coming up and i can't stop thinking about all the times i've been a bitch to him (a lot) and its weird a. b/c he is the nicest guy ever and b.) i'm a really nice person as well -_- i think i just take shit out on him b/c he lets me. He's a really great guy and i seriously don't know where the hell i'd be with out him. Well anyway i don't know why i wrote this but it helps, as always.