today's been boring, but i cant say the same for the past few days... yesterday i went to the gf's house. we saw bambi. yeah that was fun. she had never seen bambi and i couldnt let her be deprived of such a classic children's movie. i knew the mom would die so i wasnt really surprised but she got sad and cried. i didnt think it was so sad to cry for, but it was cute that she cried. on thursday was her mom's birthday and i went over and they all finally met my mom. i didnt get the mom anything cause i couldnt think of anything to get her/i forgot. my mom was only supposed to get down for a few minutes. and she stayed for a few minutes alright, a few hours too. she loves to talk, who woulda thought. yeah, the parents anniversary had been the weekend before but they had to do i dont know what so they couldnt celebrate it so in order to compensate they went away this past weekend from friday in the afternon to sunday morning. due to that, i couldnt go to my gf's house and was left with only talking to her on the fone. oh joy. yeah and now its monday and its late and im helping my mom do some stuff on the computer cause she doesnt know how. the mouse scares her. (im not kidding) Music: Good Charlotte - Time After Time tomorrow im going to the twins house. gotta wake up early cause my sister is my ride and she's gotta go to work. and yeah, thats it.. ill check in later and tell you how all that went.

Music: The Get Up Kids - Mass Pike yesterday, after having woken up at around 1:30PM this guy came over to help me with math. yeah, woop woop! that was fun. not really. yeah, he was here for a few hours and i learned a bit but it was boring and pointless. i took a break after he left and called my gf. she was ordering pizza and i started thinking.. "wow, i would really like some pizza" so i invited my self over. i went, ate and supposedly studied for math. yeah, that didnt happen. oh well. i did learn some math though. like, me + her = ♥... yeah, that was corny.. lol, oh well. i was there from like 7 to 11 something and then i came home and dropped. she has this thing she had to go to like at 1, but i woke up at 2:30 so i couldnt say goodbye to her. and i cant call her due to some fucked up thing that im not gonna get into. music: Unsung Zeros - Always it will be the same i had a dream about her. yeah that was interesting. i dont remember the details but i do rememeber that she had lost her fone at the thing shes at now and her parents got mad so she couldnt talk on the fone. and for some reason she was in my parents bed watching tv and.. w/e i dont remember (or do i? hehe) anyway, my mom is bitching about me taking a shower.. yes its that time of week.. so im gonna go do that

i just found out that sond meanings had a journal thing. i wanted a live journal one cause that was the "cool one" or w/e but it doesnt really make a difference. i just wanted someplace where i could let my mind go and let the words flow out of my fingers. its a lot easier to type ur thoughts than to write them cause you think a lot faster then you can write and, although i cant type at the speed of thought, its a little quicker. i dont know if that made any sense, oh well... its eh, like 1:00AM and i was online, looking for a song to download and i came here. i was at my girlfriend's house today, a little while ago actually. today is our one month. yey! yeah, lol. im happy about it, but right now i have no energy to be excited. something weird happened while i was there, though. i got a call from 2 of my ex girlfriends at the same time.. (yeah long story about how they know each other) anyway, they call me on my cell and they say that one of their little sister's saw me at fudruckers, which is strange cause i havent been there in at least a year. woohoo, thats the excitement in my life. im afraid that my girlfriend got a little jealous when they called, even though she denies it. i dont want her to think that i still like them. w/e, they're stupid anyway. i rally dont have anything against either of them but, im sure one of them hates me and the other one is getting there. ive always believed in staying friends even if the relationship goes downhill but its hard for some to do that. i have so many things to say but i dont want to write them all at once or in one entry.. so, till next time...