Something Corporate live has to be the best thing one can experience. Their energy is like no other. Last night I saw Yellowcard/the format/Sleeping at last/Something Corporate, in the flats. It seriously was the second best concert I have ever been to(nothing tops the sing alongs with dash). If anyone gets a chance to see sc you need to. It will change your defination of good music, for sure. I am now in a good mood. I love music so much. I can't stop listening konstantine and crying(hey now...i'm emo). I am rambling... :) Sorry. I am done. bye

Right now I am home by myself...as usual. I come home for all the special occasions and I end up being left by myself without no one to talk to. I just can't wait to get back to school....I love being far from home and being with all my "college" friends. I love those people, so different from me, but yet we're all the same. Our interests are all different. I hang out with the rap loving, shopping going, and conservative view people. I seem to stick out...I just love punk/rock/emo music too much to listen to that shit those people call music, I hate going shopping unless it's salvation army and i am totally not conservative. Some how we all seem to get along though...amazingly. I just wish I met more people like my two best friends in the whole world. I really miss Jess and Brian, but I have always missed those two, even when I wasn't with them for a couple days. Now that they are in Arizona(jess) and Cali(brian), it seems as though we are real far away not only in distance but in every aspect of the word. I just want to be with those two all the time. Brian is coming home in a month and Jess is visiting ohio in June. We will be able to be together for a little bit, but then they will leave again and I will be left here in this small place called home. I just hope that I will be as lucky as those two are. Brian is working at an art gallery right now and soon will be working at an organic farm with Josh Partington's(something corporate) Aunt. Jess, well she is just a regular college student, but at Arizona University. They are both experiencing the best things that life could give them. Hopefully when I graduate with a degree in Politcal Science, I will have a life worth living for. Now that I have talked way to long about nothing, I am going to get going. Happy Easter to those who believe and for those who don't, have a wonderful day with nothing but positive things to look forward to.

I can't believe this. Songmeanings is back. Hurray. I am so excited about this that I can't control my giddiness. I have been on here, oh for about 2 hours so far. :) Anyways....nothing big happening. College sucks, well Mount Union sucks...I am planning on transfering to NYU. How much more diverse is new york compared to ohio. Yeah, that's what I thought...that's why I am leaving. Can't wait. Some sad news around this neck of the woods....Feeling Left Out split up. Just found out yesterday. I don't cry very often, but I have to say when I was drowning in sadness to their music, I lost it. I was bawling. Very upsetting news. They were my favorite. Joe says that he will try to continue music, but we'll see. :( Well, it's time for class....yuck. Can't wait to get back to search songmeanings again! till then- Lauren

While searching the two thirty eight website i came across a journal entry chris wrote, it stated something along the lines of this.... "I'm caught up in the hum and motion of the day. The changing of monies, overnight fed-ex and take out food that gives you gas. You forget how to enjoy a bike ride, or talking to a neighbor for five minutes, or just sitting in a chair in the sun. The god of the great and powerful is also the god of the still and quiet and he may require us to find him there first." It got me thinking about my life. It's pretty miserable here where I live and it's because of the worrying I put myself through. I need to relax a bit, take a break.....sleep a little. Oh, and I would like to thank whoever I need to thank for bringing Matt Beilis into my life. His music is so wonderful. The next Ben Folds I might say. Don't worry flo and dc, you are still my favorites, but knowing that a 18 year old boy writes such beautiful words and meshing it with such beautiful music is well exhilarating . I'm loving it.

So, this is my first journal entry, at the NEW song meanings. how exciting. nothing really is happening in my life right now. i am getting ready to go to college. i decided to go to mount union, go raiders! recently i heard of this really awesome band, two thirty eight. they kinda remind me of my dashboard. nice stuff. but that's about it. i will write like in a couple days. woohoo. see ya