Whoa, long time no see. I cant believe that i remember my password and everything. It is my second year of college, just finished the first semester. Not one person has ever looked at this for sure...but I really do not care at all. Life is so fucking rad(tastic) _ted_

On saturday I went on a date with a girl I had a crush on way back in the sicth grade. It was fun, we ended up the same, she could get along with my weird sense of humor that Ihave, and can't really share with many other people. I still am afraid to go to colooege, but not as much as I was feeling that day. I decided that I just need to cheer up, I got mad on Sunday and punched a hole through the wall, it is going to put me down quite a bit of money, but what is money, just a monetary thing, right?.

I learned some things about the places I saw, I learned some things about myself, I g guess it came the hard, now I know what counts, I have one prayer in my confidence. I know all the places I wanna be, everyones gone theres no one, just me. In 100 days I leave for college, and I have deep mixed emotions. I don't quite know what is going on, and my whole way of living will change. I have hope though, the last year has been the largest learning experience in my life, I will keep posting.